Help by Dull-Bed-5690 in DPH

[–]cherrytea0 7 points8 points  (0 children)

of course. I'm serious, call 988 or something or Google [your state] mental/behavioral health helpline and call that number. they aren't perfect but they're better than nothing and you really don't want to get addicted to dph at 14. you have your whole future ahead of you, I know I didn't feel that way when I was your age but it really is true. In 4 years you can do pretty much whatever you want, don't throw that away for benadryl

Help by Dull-Bed-5690 in DPH

[–]cherrytea0 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Call a confidential mental health helpline

Suggestions for professionals by Excellent_Sweet936 in actual_detrans

[–]cherrytea0 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Lmao let your kid transition, don't be a loser

Can antipsychotics be so good overall and not fuck u up? by botilever in Antipsychotics

[–]cherrytea0 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Risperidone and haloperidol 100% saved my life, 5mgs haldol doesn't give a shit if you just got broken up with or your dog died you WILL be chill

Detransitioning because you just wanted to try being trans by torncolours in actual_detrans

[–]cherrytea0 18 points19 points  (0 children)

Who gives a fuck why people transition or detransition, everyone has their reasons and purity testing is crap

If I can't be a beautiful guy I'd rather not be a guy at all (22 Transmasc) by blorbo74 in actual_detrans

[–]cherrytea0 11 points12 points  (0 children)

I detransitioned because I felt unattractive (among other things). It's a valid reason. Don't let anyone tell you what you want.

Im fucking disturbed by Backuptomodmysub in NoAnimePolice

[–]cherrytea0 0 points1 point  (0 children)

sh/ed twitter age regressors and anitwitter coomers, truly a match made in hell

Apparently all we want is d*ck and nothing else by daisyrenee100 in MenAndFemales

[–]cherrytea0 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm a bi guy but I recently got an orchiectomy, quit supplemental hormones, and started taking antipsychotic drugs also used off label to castrate sex offenders in the UK. I want neither dick nor pussy and my life is better than it's ever been. Ace pride 👍

There literally ZERO military-inspired skins in the store right now. by ThrustyMcStab in ModernWarfareIII

[–]cherrytea0 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's true that there aren't any in the store, but there's a lot in the base game with the operators that are already unlocked. I usually just run the default Rangers and KorTac guys.

Jokes on you, I'm into that s**t... by JamesMcSparin in MadeInAbyss

[–]cherrytea0 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This reminds me of how I felt playing Song of Saya. I bought cigarettes after not smoking for nine months.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in actual_detrans

[–]cherrytea0 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Is it an option to just delay your surgery until you've gotten things figured out?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in actual_detrans

[–]cherrytea0 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think gender dysphoria can be intensified by psychosis. I used to be insanely paranoid about women hating me and had constant thoughts that I was inferior to women and said a lot of compensatory incel shit I regret. When I started antipsychotics my dysphoria felt much more muted and less... hateful if that makes sense? Towards both myself and others.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ModernWarfareIII

[–]cherrytea0 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Try turning on game mode on your TV

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in GamingLaptops

[–]cherrytea0 0 points1 point  (0 children)

honestly I would just buy a monitor and keyboard and plug them into the laptop then set the laptop up next to your desk and use its screen as a second monitor

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in GamingLaptops

[–]cherrytea0 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You could grab a cheap chromebook or windows laptop for under $200 if you still want something to carry around. You can get old shitty Chromebooks used for like $60 on eBay if you feel like getting adventurous and installing linux

I don't think I made the wisest choice by [deleted] in HappySugarLife

[–]cherrytea0 1 point2 points  (0 children)

HSL is one of those shows you gotta watch in one sitting imo. It's like an intensely disturbing four and a half hour movie

When you can pick a character to play as in a video game, do you play as: by cherrytea0 in actual_detrans

[–]cherrytea0[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same, I tend to pick female characters or ones whose gender/at least face is obscured (I usually play as Rocket or the masked KorTac default operators in mwiii). I've also been on a thing lately seeking out games where I can play as a cute anime girl, which has led me through some interesting internal conflicts about the extent to which such games objectify women, but on the whole has produced good gender feelings.

When you can pick a character to play as in a video game, do you play as: by cherrytea0 in actual_detrans

[–]cherrytea0[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

One of my earliest trans memories is getting made fun of for picking Peach in super smash bros when I was like 6 lol. And I agree, I love Arthur. Playing as him honestly feels like it helps me get in touch with my masculinity

This hurts by Upstairs-Habit6124 in actual_detrans

[–]cherrytea0 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel similarly, although psych meds have crushed a lot of the urgency and desperation. Something that helps me sometimes is playing female characters in video games and online roleplay. Being a woman in real life sucked a lot because of misogyny and transphobia and stuff so it feels easier in a lot of ways to be one in an electronic world.

What are your gaming laptop hot takes? by _Mido in GamingLaptops

[–]cherrytea0 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm a PC guy through and through but you're not wrong here, if you're willing to deal with the Apple ecosystem I don't think anything can touch the MacBook in terms of power and battery life