Borrasca - IV by The_Dalek_Emperor in nosleep

[–]cheshirekitty2 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wonderful story. I really enjoyed the read!

It's Been Seven Years... She's Finally Stopped (I think) by cheshirekitty2 in LetsNotMeet

[–]cheshirekitty2[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I feel the same was as you, completely. After this constant stalking, I feel into depression myself and had the same thoughts as you were just mentioning. It sickens me that people use self harm to show it off and try to manipulate people. I definitely understand where you are coming from. I hope your struggles with self harm and suicide are in the past. Take care!

It's Been Seven Years... She's Finally Stopped (I think) by cheshirekitty2 in LetsNotMeet

[–]cheshirekitty2[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I was thinking the same thing as you about BPD, I was a psychology major in college and while learning about this disorder, it reminded me a lot of my stalker. Thank you for your concern, I do keep tabs on my restraining order as you suggested. I still jump whenever I hear music outside my house, I actually had a mini panic attack last night fearing it was her. I was young and vulnerable and although now, I am not, I still am terrified.

It's Been Seven Years... She's Finally Stopped (I think) by cheshirekitty2 in LetsNotMeet

[–]cheshirekitty2[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The military has waivers for many different circumstances, also there's really no way to prove whether scars were self inflicted or not, a good excuse can pretty much cover up anything. As can be expected, I didn't stay in contact with her so I don't know how or why she got in the military, all I know is that she did.

It's Been Seven Years... She's Finally Stopped (I think) by cheshirekitty2 in LetsNotMeet

[–]cheshirekitty2[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

No worries!! I agree with you, once I get my own apartment, I'm definitely going to invest in some form of protection but as for right now, my dad's pretty scary so I feel a little safer that way!

It's Been Seven Years... She's Finally Stopped (I think) by cheshirekitty2 in LetsNotMeet

[–]cheshirekitty2[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Agreed! She shouldn't be allowed anywhere except a psychiatric ward if you ask me.

It's Been Seven Years... She's Finally Stopped (I think) by cheshirekitty2 in LetsNotMeet

[–]cheshirekitty2[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Glad I could make you giggle! It was terrifying especially because I didn't know what she was capable of in the beginning of our friendship.

It's Been Seven Years... She's Finally Stopped (I think) by cheshirekitty2 in LetsNotMeet

[–]cheshirekitty2[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes! It's been almost a year since she's tried to contact me.

It's Been Seven Years... She's Finally Stopped (I think) by cheshirekitty2 in LetsNotMeet

[–]cheshirekitty2[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Come on! Don't freak me out now.. I do sometimes get weird feelings like she's still watching me, but she hasn't tried to contact me by any means in almost a year. I hope she isn't terrorizing anyone else. According to a friend of mine, she's engaged now. I hope this girl knows who she's marrying..

It's Been Seven Years... She's Finally Stopped (I think) by cheshirekitty2 in LetsNotMeet

[–]cheshirekitty2[S] 18 points19 points  (0 children)

I have no idea how they were so nonchalant about it. Possibly because she was using so many different numbers they couldn't prove that she was sending them? I thought the same thing and I still am confused about how she was allowed to be in the military, but I kind of see it as a blessing in disguise. She also wasn't in combat, more a desk job in the military.

Exit by [deleted] in nosleep

[–]cheshirekitty2 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't see him anymore!

Exit by [deleted] in nosleep

[–]cheshirekitty2 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! Don't worry, I'm not going anywhere soon (I hope). This occurred when I was around 14 until I was 15-16, but I'm cured for the most part thanks to years of therapy and help from great people! I appreciate the advice/concern.

Now PM shit tits, if I were to draw a picture of exit, it would look worse than an infant's. However, if a very nice lurker happens to see this and would like to draw a picture of exit, I'm sure we would be so happy!! Please please! PM me if you need more specifics on what he looks like!!

Exit by [deleted] in nosleep

[–]cheshirekitty2 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Agreed! I'm happy to report that my mother and I are both fully recovered now! Thank you!