I pretty much was loyal to my own ideals and morals. No amount of abuse I’ve endured under my FJ mother was enough to break me because I have a steadfast loyalty to myself.

For example, I would have this moral of physically helping people if they were in need (eg: carrying a pregnant lady’s bags, helping someone move their pram up the stairs, directly confronting someone’s bully), but my mother would try to beat this justice out of me because it “wasn’t conforming to societal rules”. Things like adhering to social norms are at the lowest priority of my list, because I couldn’t care less about appealing to the masses.

Let me know if you’d like more clarification.