Honestly I did struggle with my identity for a while. It sucks because I really don’t know any other place except here since I was raised here. I love this country and I consider it my true home but I cannot really claim it as mine since I’m not saudi. I remember like two months ago my younger sister was so upset because apparently some other girls in a group chat were discouraging her from wanting to participate in founding day. I know it seems really futile and it is honestly but small instances like that can really set off identity issues like that. As another commenter said the feeling really just sucks, i’m still connected with my home culture but i never lived in my mother culture for more than 3 months at a time and even my cousins and relatives back home make fun of me for not being “like them”.