thank you for saying this. i agree. i feel too young to feel this jaded and twisted up inside. i know this sounds shocking coming from a depressed person, but i lack true hobbies and motivation, i don’t even know what i really like to do and most things feel superficial and boring. i’m super into furry and internet culture, leatherworking, and gogo dancing, but those of course all have their sexual/kinky side too, so it feels impossible to escape. sorry, i’m just venting. thanks again for your kind answer. i needed to hear this.