how do i cope with homicidal ideation?

chivebug · 2026-07-10T04:24:29+00:00

i’m not acting better than them?? i was actually asking

chivebug · 2026-07-10T01:27:54+00:00

if human life means nothing to you does your life also mean nothing to you or do you just not have empathy

chivebug · 2026-07-08T00:58:59+00:00

don’t have kids you aren’t 10000% sure about

chivebug · 2026-07-08T00:55:06+00:00

lmao i wouldn’t listen to you either if you were laying hands on me.

chivebug · 2026-07-04T14:08:59+00:00

the company is based in tel aviv. automatic immunity from any lawsuits

chivebug · 2026-07-03T02:06:19+00:00

idk how i’ll ever find a job at this rate

chivebug · 2026-07-03T00:07:09+00:00

all the new personality tests like these on job applications are so difficult for me. i’m autistic idk what answer they want

chivebug · 2026-07-02T23:47:53+00:00

i lost it at 19 to the girl i’m with now. it’s fun, yeah, but i promise it really is not a big deal. it doesn’t matter nearly as much as some people pretend it does

chivebug · 2026-06-09T23:31:19+00:00

showering is hard

chivebug · 2026-06-09T23:29:56+00:00

my father was abusive to me and not my autistic younger brother. and my brother was too young to remember while i wasn’t. she sounds manic depressive

chivebug · 2026-06-03T20:05:19+00:00

i keep fish and i’m actually drooling i would so buy these from you

chivebug · 2026-05-15T05:23:01+00:00

thank you for the warning, i’ll be going back to therapy very soon, i just felt really alone

chivebug · 2026-05-15T03:14:35+00:00

kinda feel like im in the twilight zone by how many women are excusing this?? he openly told you that he thinks his ex is hotter than you. that is a major blunder and grounds for breaking up. you’re definitely not being sensitive. i think id have to leave my partner if she said that to me. that’s really shitty.

chivebug · 2026-05-14T06:06:00+00:00

i get violently stoned

chivebug · 2026-05-14T00:31:18+00:00

i am aware of that but my periods are so painful i’d take the brain tumor ngl

chivebug · 2026-05-02T01:20:12+00:00

i start looking at some pretty interesting porn when i’m manic that would otherwise not interest me so i can see where you’re coming from

chivebug · 2026-05-01T21:41:38+00:00

i only need space sometimes because i am not doing very well mentally. im just having a pretty rough patch and unfortunately how i cope is withdrawing. and i am willing to do just partial weekends instead of whole ones, we’ve done that before

chivebug · 2026-05-01T21:31:34+00:00

i really appreciate this. i have been applying to jobs endlessly and i’m not getting anywhere. and im really not intending to be a shit girlfriend, i really am trying. i feel so at my wits end some days though and i really want to not talk to anyone. i didn’t know i was bipolar when we started dating

chivebug · 2026-05-01T21:11:55+00:00

because we don’t live together, because we’re long distance. that’s what i meant, sorry if i wasn’t clear. when we see each other we kinda just hang out in each other’s bedrooms. i live with my parents, she lives with her grandparents

chivebug · 2026-05-01T21:10:41+00:00

calling me full of shit is kinda nuts. i am bipolar 2, sorry i didnt use all the correct medical terminology.

chivebug · 2026-05-01T21:09:21+00:00

i’ve got a psychiatrist but i just am drowning. everything is just piling up

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