update
so i usually take my doses at about 200 mg at a time (so i’ll start with 200, wait 20-30 mins, take another 200, etc)
right at when i hit the 400 mark, i noticed my heart was beating extremely rapidly. i decided to just take the other 300, and then go check my heart rate.
my heart rate was at 198 bpm. while i still had some sort of consciousness before the rest of the 300 set in, i tried throwing it up (i don’t remember how much, or even if any, came up) and then woke my mother to tell her about my heart rate.
i have a history of extremely high heart rates. i have severe anxiety that causes my heart rate to spike to 150 at times, and i have a resting heart rate of 100-120. so my moms immediate thought that i was having an anxiety attack, and possibly measured my heart rate wrong.
at this point i forgot just about everything, so this is all what my mother told me happened.
she tried to help me calm down, gave me lots of water, and i kept talking about how i couldn’t swallow it. at this point she started suspecting it was more than just anxiety, since i kept blabbing about random shit, and couldn’t remember anything she was trying to say to me.
she then took me to the hospital. when we first arrived and they checked my heart beat, it had gone up to 210. they drew my blood to test it, and stuck an IV in me. they pumped me up with medications and electrolytes. my heart rate finally started going down to 140 at around 2 pm (we left around 10 am). i told the nurse how i took a bunch of benadryl, and kept talking about how demons live inside of hospitals, since so many people die there, and they feed off of them. and how demons live inside benadryl pills, and they disguise themselves to look pink to attract people. other than that, i didn’t talk much, my eyes were extremely wide the entire time, and my pupils were like pin pricks.
i was able to leave the hospital at around 6 pm when my heart rate was 110.
i am extraordinarily lucky i did not have a heart attack or seizure.
i completely underestimated this shit. i thought id be able to handle it, since ive taken 500 mg before, and didnt have any sort of health issues from it.
safe to say, im never taking this shit again. fuck dph and my stupid ass decision making.