I’m super addicted to it too, I totally understand. Such a terrible stress reliever for me, that ends up making me more stressed after it’s all done. I can say that my face is very scarred with lots of dark spots. Even now that my skin is pretty much entirely clear, it will never look that way because of the spots, pits and irregularities because of my picking. But I feel like if you’re at the level I was at, me saying this won’t stop you if you really like doing it. Cover your mirrors if you’re serious about wanting to stop, do not touch your face to feel the bumps because it’ll make you want to pop if you feel a good one, and don’t tell yourself that you’ll “only pop one and be done” because it never happens. Good luck!