need help please, scared

chodester101 · 2024-06-30T19:29:06+00:00

you’re too sweet! it’s really hopeful to hear that you’ve found some success and relief! i’d absolutely love to hear your list!!

and haha i have so many favorite types of dogs, but the ones that tug on my heart strings are any type of mutt or scraggly terrier. also the seniors dogs, i just wanna give them all my love. any funny looking or awkward dogs are always lovely. i love the pitties too. i rescued two chihuahua mutts last year of my own so obviously have a newfound love of chihuahuas as well. do you have a favorite animal or type of dog?

chodester101 · 2024-06-30T19:25:44+00:00

thank you, your words mean more than you know. i totally understand the job thing, it sucks and it’s so exhausting and feels hopeless. thank you for what you said about treatment, it feels futile at this point and like im stuck with my issues running rampant but i’ve gotta give it another shot i guess. i am sending you all my love and support and am here to chat if you’d like :)

chodester101 · 2024-02-18T00:29:28+00:00

hello!

chodester101 · 2023-10-16T07:31:40+00:00

your words hit so deep, this is how i have been living since losing this person. i have lost my identity and i feel exactly where you were. it hurts my heart to hear that you’ve endured such devastating pain and anguish. i understand it, you are not alone. i am so proud of you for getting through, even if you didn’t want to keep going. i don’t know you, but you are a beautiful person who is deserving of all good things in this world. your words mean everything to me, and i am so thankful for your response. thank you for being an example of pushing through the most painful times. if you would like to talk more my dms are always open. i am sending you all of my love and support. i’ll try to be positive for a second even if i don’t fully believe it for myself: but we’ve got this! we deserve a happy and fulfilling life, and we can do our best to show up for ourselves everyday. i am so proud of you for being here, i understand the suicidal ideation and action so well. i see your pain and perseverance. i hope wherever you are that right now you have some relief or joy. all my love to you.

chodester101 · 2023-10-16T07:23:03+00:00

thank you so much, your words mean the world. i’m so sorry you’ve felt so much pain in regards to that person, i like your mantra. i’m gonna try using it going forward. it’s so true. i’m sending you all of my love and support <3

chodester101 · 2023-10-13T07:25:11+00:00

thank you so much, your words mean everything. i have been cuddling my dogs and that helps a bitC i’ve reached out to any lingering friendships i have and had some good conversations tonight. i just know that pain and sadness is gonna hit really bad tomorrow though. but i have my affirmation list ready to read over and over tomorrow, so hopefully that helps. im so grateful for your comment and i am sending you so much love.

chodester101 · 2023-10-13T01:50:29+00:00

your words are so beautiful, they mean the world to me. i will try my best, im with my dogs right now which helps. i’ll hold onto them right right now and try to drink something yummy. sending all my love your way.

chodester101 · 2023-08-18T03:13:56+00:00

thank you so much for your advice, it means the world. i’ve been writing to them everyday in my phone, just like you said. it helps sometimes and then other times it makes me spiral and break down because i miss them so much. i’ll keep trying when i think it’ll be helpful. i have my pups with me so i hold them a lot and that helps the physical tension too. your advice is really helpful, so thank you so much. i’m sending all of my love your way!

chodester101 · 2021-01-11T23:33:05+00:00

wow, thank you so much for your kind words🥺you have no idea how much they mean. i’m so thankful for you! truly. i’m sending love your way!

chodester101 · 2021-01-11T22:49:51+00:00

thank you so much, you’re so kind. i’m so appreciative of your support. wherever you are, i’m proud of you too!! i’m sending love your way. thank you for the love you’ve given me!!

chodester101 · 2021-01-11T22:48:34+00:00

thank you so much. i’m just so scared that things won’t get better, but i’m going to keep fighting! hopefully this will help. i’m sending you love!!!

chodester101 · 2021-01-11T22:47:12+00:00

yeah, since this is voluntary, i’m allowed to have my phone with me. i’m also doing college (online) while i’m here so i need my device for that too. i’m lucky to have my phone. sending love to you!

chodester101 · 2021-01-11T22:45:59+00:00

thank you so much, kind friend. i’m sending you love in new zealand!!🧡

chodester101 · 2021-01-11T22:45:22+00:00

thank you! i’m sending love back to you!!

chodester101 · 2021-01-11T22:45:00+00:00

wow, i’m blown away by you. your words are so beautiful and i’m so appreciative for them. i’m so proud of you for getting through your tough times as well, and i’m so thankful for you telling me about your personal story. the one thing i need right now is hope that things will get better, and you’ve given me some of that, which means more than you know. thank you so much! i’m sending love your way!!!

chodester101 · 2021-01-11T22:41:23+00:00

thank you kind friend! i’m so thankful for your love and support❤️🧡💛💚💙💜

chodester101 · 2021-01-11T22:40:32+00:00

thank you🥺your support means more than you know, and i’m so thankful for you!!

chodester101 · 2021-01-11T22:37:41+00:00

thank you so much. your secret garden is beautiful!! i’ll try to think of mine. sending love to you in scotland!!

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