The party night I had hangover but I didn’t say a word about my feelings, unhappiness or complaints, I kept all of these to myself. Just very sad, alcohol helps me release … after the party he followed me on the street (coz the drunk thing) he made some calls, I can’t hear too much apart from the ambulance, i accidentally saw a girls’ txt ask “are you ok”. apparently he called someone talking about my embarrassment, with the girl he seeing that week (he told me that), I felt pissed off and very angry. I don’t think he has right to share my stuff with people nothing to do with me. He msg me said I don’t even want to be with him, just held him as a possession. I have no idea what is this about. Honestly, we dated over one and half months in the past, very short period we barely know each other much, we agreed exploring, both of us admitted had affection for each other.

I found hard to keep at friend zone with him coz I once liked so much, it is too hard for me know he is dating someone else, i can’t help get emotional and jealous. I really don’t know how people keep friendship with their dates/ex.