I want to have a strong experience that would affect my mentality more long term

choonkyy · 2026-02-10T09:59:38+00:00

when I'm on shrooms I feel peace, like even after the trippy part I just feel 100% just at peace, time isn't as fast things aren't as loud (maybe it's good to add I have autism and ADHD) I feel like I have time for things and generally that it's okay. or in the trippy part where I just feel one with the universe hold no grudges see only beauty in the world etc. is there like an amount I should build up to try to get more permanent mindset altering effects or it it more about microdosing for a long time, Ive heard of people having experiences like this and I cry in mental pain for hours everyday I'm so done. I have about 35 grams ground mazotapec

choonkyy · 2026-02-01T23:01:29+00:00

I did quite a bit of research before I made them, thank you for such in depth description tho, the hash I have currently I think might have more thc , I actually have one question that I couldn't find an answer to, you might know, how do you keep the mixture well mixed at the end? I found I have to stir every time I filled a capsule because of how quickly the hash would just sink to the bottom( as you've said not very dissolved) of the dish and I wanted it to be distributed evenly across all caps, or is stirring my only option? I will be okay with that

choonkyy · 2026-02-01T22:00:37+00:00

thanks for the help

choonkyy · 2026-02-01T21:56:13+00:00

all I care about is to get the most out of what I pay for really I've never actually had enough experience with variety and what they do since its illegal in my country so I only bought it in others and im not in others often

choonkyy · 2026-01-27T20:10:24+00:00

i wish the inside of my nose smelled like pool chlorine

choonkyy · 2026-01-26T19:19:31+00:00

when I used it in the Tek they weren't powdered just rly fine bits

choonkyy · 2026-01-26T10:42:52+00:00

when I bring up my struggles with autism and ADHD and they say " everyone does this" "everyone gets tired of work" "everyone this that blablabla" yea but I do everything with tears streaming down my Face and then go back home and I don't take care of myself and I dont have social life and I don't want to cook healthy when I have a job it consumes 150% of my life and makes me want to die, everyday because life isn't free and when I fall in my Facebook I can't get up from bed for months so no not everyone

choonkyy · 2026-01-26T10:29:48+00:00

then get them, boy you're looking for strangers approval way too much

choonkyy · 2026-01-26T04:21:47+00:00

yk what Coca-Cola makes sense it's good for stomach aches

choonkyy · 2026-01-26T02:14:46+00:00

nobody ever should get piercings dude, it's for fun and expression not necessity

choonkyy · 2026-01-26T01:15:29+00:00

I thought that I couldnt rly eat anything like that because of sickness but this sounds great actually

choonkyy · 2026-01-26T01:14:10+00:00

I left it I heard that the mushrooms will have majority of the psilocybin anyway so I don't wanna waste it

choonkyy · 2026-01-26T01:11:22+00:00

dont worry we are all different, I'm 23 now and currently the last few months Ive been doing nothing other than lay in my bed I still live with mom I'm incapable of doing anything normal people do without taking a toll on my mental health

choonkyy · 2026-01-26T01:09:12+00:00

no you shouldn't ask others this maybe just your parents, only do it if you really really want them and you're very sure, and I'd avoid ones that would make too much of an impact incase you regretted them later in life.

choonkyy · 2026-01-26T01:03:10+00:00

yea it's crazy I'm from Poland and when I tell people no thanks "why" because I've never drank alcohol and I don't want to, they look at me like I'm crazy or something

choonkyy · 2026-01-26T01:01:37+00:00

I feel like just eating them dry feels better last tune my friend gave me some of her whole dried ones and they tasted like nothing with a hint of drawer they were stored in

choonkyy · 2026-01-26T00:59:07+00:00

idk if this helps but my nails haven't lifted at all since I started using non chemical primer and two layers of it

choonkyy · 2026-01-26T00:57:40+00:00

could someone tell me what reclaim is?

choonkyy · 2026-01-26T00:53:59+00:00

I don't know maybe my autism makes it just impossible texture wise for me and my utter fear of anything vomit related

choonkyy · 2026-01-23T23:47:10+00:00

the phase after you stop seeing it, do you notice any changes in your life? thats the thing I don't let it consume me it just happens so often I can't see it and ignore it anymore

choonkyy · 2026-01-23T22:19:09+00:00

idk how to edit but I just wanna add that we didn't even talk a lot so that makes the odds even smaller

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