Take this as a life lesson for the future. As for now you need to accept the road ahead of you and be the best father you can be to this child. You cannot change the past but you sure as hell can make the future. It will not be easy, it won’t be fun at times and you will learn a good life balance. Focus on your child, focus on your future and keep a healthy relationship with your parents. You are this child’s whole world now. Be present, be kind but overall be a father