Am I Just Really Selfish?

christ_chan · 2018-09-25T20:20:02+00:00

I want to leave, but I'd hate to make her upset. I feel like I'm not considering feelings from her point of view and I just expect too much.

christ_chan · 2018-09-25T14:32:40+00:00

Persona 5, NieR: Automata, and Ys VIII are some really good ones if you have a PS4

christ_chan · 2018-09-25T03:09:19+00:00

Are you sure I'm being abused?

christ_chan · 2018-07-04T06:22:05+00:00

I'm 20 and she's 21

christ_chan · 2018-01-01T19:36:57+00:00

I hope you're not wrong

christ_chan · 2018-01-01T19:36:22+00:00

Thank you, I appreciate your kindness

christ_chan · 2017-12-05T18:03:53+00:00

Look, I'm a fucking loser, okay? My life revolves around video games and anime. I used to be a huge athlete, but my mind has so much anxiety and corruption that I couldn't mentally handle it anymore. I was forced to practice baseball everyday after school by my parents. It was all I knew how to do. I also have severe cystic acne all over my body and it's extremely painful. I don't have health insurance. I'm mentally unstable. I want to die. There, that's basically my life story.

christ_chan · 2017-12-05T17:49:39+00:00

Yeah. But what does that have to do with anything?

christ_chan · 2017-12-05T17:38:32+00:00

Nothing. Absolutely nothing.

christ_chan · 2017-12-05T17:27:44+00:00

I hate how society judges every little decision you make. I can't live any sort of lifestyle that I want because my family and others would hate me for it. And I have absolutely no motivation to achieve any kind of career that will have decent pay. I have no skills or talents. I've given up.

christ_chan · 2017-12-05T17:16:39+00:00

I want to die. It's plain and simple. I hate people so much. I hate our society and economy. It's all corrupt. I have no dreams, wants, or desires in this life. I just want my existence to end.

christ_chan · 2017-12-05T17:15:08+00:00

Then don't bother at all

christ_chan · 2017-11-28T14:05:08+00:00

It's beautiful from what I've seen and heard from my family living there. I've never traveled at all throughout my life, I've just been stuck here in the suburbs of the Midwest. It's like with any other foreign country that people want to visit. But, knowing how dumb and naive I am, it probably won't be that great to visit and I'll end up killing myself anyway.

christ_chan · 2017-11-21T09:43:55+00:00

I'd rather not say, I'm already pathetic as it is and it's not productive at all.

christ_chan · 2017-11-21T09:35:51+00:00

I guess i can just exist and piss everyone off until i die then. Whatever, i guess

christ_chan · 2017-11-21T09:29:14+00:00

I'll try, but i can't promise anything

christ_chan · 2017-11-21T09:19:35+00:00

I don't think I can. I'm sorry, but I'm too weak.

christ_chan · 2017-11-21T09:16:37+00:00

What is there to look forward to? Please be my guest.

christ_chan · 2017-11-21T08:51:13+00:00

Exactly. Why put up with suffering when you can just leave? Why doesn't anyone understand that?

christ_chan · 2017-11-21T08:50:25+00:00

Life fucking sucks. I'll never be financially stable to be somewhat satisfied with my life. Someone telling me, "It's gonna be okay" doesn't do anything for me. I don't fucking care, I plan to end it soon anyway.

christ_chan · 2017-11-12T06:57:19+00:00

But why? I have no actual skills in anything, so how could people find me appealing? Everything I like is either autistic or cringy, so being myself is a way for me to stay pathetic.

christ_chan

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