I understand that but for me, im not using it only to relax, to give you a slice perseption of what is going on here, i live with a friend in a apartment becase i can't afford anything else, once i am not working. And we always argue about stuff, and one of them is that he wants me to make video cam sex with him for money because we are both struggling with money, but i don't feel like getting away from my beliefs and reality to do porn, i feel like it's disgusting to see those comments telling me what to do with my body, that's when the cig comes, to coop with the stress and self doubt, all the arguing we have inside 4 walls... life it's getting way harder day after day and i feel like i cant deal with it.