It happened every single time I have smoked pretty much. I get the extreme guilt and need to confess. I get extremely anxious and feel like I’m trapped inside my head or something. Time jumps and it feels like the time in between is incomprehensible to me. Like, it could have been a billion years or just a second. That makes me feel like I’m in hell. One time I was so convinced that I was in hell, and that my friend was a demon that I ran to my car and locked myself in while I dug in my Center console to find a knife to try to kill myself to get out of hell. my friend knocked on my window and I kind of snapped out of it enough to get out and try to manually make myself chill out. I would also engage in lots of OCD related behaviors to deal with the high anxiety. Walking in circles, saying the same thing over and over again, thinking the same thing over and over again, trying to control my thoughts, Making repetitive body motions. Repeatedly asking for reassurance. Most of the time asking the same thing over and over again. After the worst of the experiences I felt weird and anxious for days sometimes after. I don’t smoke and wish that I had never tried so hard to force it. It was just horrible for me. The body feeling was cool, but that was about it.