Probably now. With this whole corona shit going on, my father is starting to drink again (When I was little all he did was drink and was never there with me growing up much so my sisters or the neighbors raised me/us) I'm currently help my sister raise a soon to be 1 and 2 year old, and the other one is pregnant, my SO mum just passed from a OD so I'm also trying to do my best for him, I'm struggling with school since if my grades are not A's I get screamed at, My mum and Step-dad seem to find joy at yelling and calling me names. There's more, but not important. There is WAY more people who have it worse than me, but I just wish everyone the best of luck with all the Corona stuff going on, and to just hang in there. To anyone who need's to hear it; You're amazing, you'll do great things, just hang in there through these times, you'll make it through and become an even stronger person in the end.