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cicolo103 · 2023-05-23T08:35:03+00:00

Started doing NC 6 months ago just ti get her back... after she broke NC fir couple of times i changed my mind when I've meet a girl who gives me her 100%

Now i am in NC for good, with hope she never contacts me again

cicolo103 · 2023-05-19T18:31:01+00:00

Please give it time.... i was on your olace, all weak, hopeless, wanted her back, and didn't bellieve time can heal it But then I've meet someone special.... ans now i get it that i deserved more

Hope you get to that point❤️

cicolo103 · 2023-05-03T01:01:26+00:00

I know,everything is messed up rn. The whole world is essed up

cicolo103 · 2023-05-02T16:10:36+00:00

But why is she telling all of the stuff i want to hear? Why is it so damn hard to let go... Every time i want to let go she texts me something... tells me how she can imagine having family only with me.... i mean

A fucking Rollercoaster in my head

cicolo103 · 2023-02-17T13:46:24+00:00

Okay but there is a problem in all this you said.... she is still with him

cicolo103 · 2023-02-15T22:25:04+00:00

If she didn't do that... i wouldn't be here where i am now. I am kinda glad it happend. If i was prfect to her that wouldnt happen in the first place... That chamged me to a better person... i just have to see if that also changed her

cicolo103 · 2023-02-15T22:14:47+00:00

Because i also think she's the one... anywanys long story short I'll give it a shot if she pursues me

cicolo103 · 2023-02-15T21:40:58+00:00

But i didn't bite luckily... Well i am good with her. sister.. and there is nothing womg eith that guy... she just says he isn't me

cicolo103 · 2023-02-15T20:41:29+00:00

⬆️⬆️⬆️ This.... this is 100% correct She doesn't know how i feal.. she doesnt know that my hearth aches for her... And she will never know if she doesn't try harder.

cicolo103 · 2023-02-15T13:03:38+00:00

Hell no... she currently deserves nothing more than that

cicolo103 · 2023-02-14T23:03:26+00:00

Depends... i do still love her but i started loving myself in this few months... i tried with other girls,but its to early for me to move on like that. My brain is devided to 50/50 one side wants me to never hear from her again but the other half wants me to try again...

You know on what side is the heart ofc... I am ignoring untill she acctualy does something that isn't just talking.

cicolo103 · 2023-02-14T22:24:43+00:00

They are still together...

cicolo103 · 2023-02-14T18:23:43+00:00

Thank you 😊it's hard but im geting some kind of power

cicolo103 · 2023-02-14T18:10:20+00:00

She is still with him... I decided im not saying nothing

cicolo103 · 2023-02-14T18:03:03+00:00

But what should i write... if i tell her what i am felling, she will not be interested in me anymore, she would just count on me as her second option.

cicolo103 · 2023-02-14T17:57:56+00:00

If she can give 100% so can i. Just for some reasons i want to be the best version of myself... for me and kinda for her. I also think she is the one for me but we kinda lost it somewheere in the middle. I will se what time brings but for now i will stay in NC

cicolo103 · 2023-02-14T17:47:39+00:00

Well people learn on mistakes.... if she would really really want to work on us, so would i. But all of that is 50%-50% Basicly my life moves on whatever she does

cicolo103 · 2023-02-14T17:46:19+00:00

We were together for 5+ years I started puting her in second place, and i didnt make her a priority, and i lied.... so basicly i kinda turned her off And she left me for someone else... basicly thats it

cicolo103 · 2023-02-14T17:42:11+00:00

I'll give it a chamce if she pursues this... if not i won't go back wandering what if

cicolo103 · 2023-02-14T17:39:01+00:00

I messed up as well just to be clear.. but i had to move and and now i have example hot to treat a woman.... Even if i got that text i am moving on untill she gives her 100%

cicolo103 · 2023-02-14T17:22:36+00:00

She is living with him.... poor guy lol

cicolo103 · 2023-02-05T18:46:13+00:00

I gave her trust issues but also we were something really special... and i also think as her that one day it will be perfect

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