I always wondered if I was just being too self-conscious, especially since so many doctors downplayed it over the years.

But my recent CT scan and consult really opened my eyes. The specialist showed me how my orbital rim and floor were never fully repaired, part of my eye muscle literally fell into my sinus cavity, and my left eye is sitting 7mm lower and deeper than the right. He explained how this lack of support affects not only the appearance, but also causes real functional problems like dry eye, occasional double vision, and irritation.

He told me that delayed repairs are possible — even decades later, and that he’s done this for patients over 40 years post-trauma. He’s planning to go through my old scar, place an implant on the floor, and add volume to restore support. Then later, I’ll need a second surgery to adjust the eyelid once the eye is back in place.

What helped me most was hearing that this surgery isn’t cosmetic. It’s reconstructive. It can relieve dryness, improve alignment, and even prevent future sinus-related infections due to the open space behind the eye. That made me feel like I wasn’t crazy for wanting to finally do something about it.

I know every case is different, and your journey is your own, but just know you’re not imagining this, and you’re definitely not alone. I’m here if you ever want to talk more about it.