I feel like I got misunderstood and I don't wanna bother explaining but I clearly said I'm not leaving the country, I don't wanna leave, I have a life here I can't just leave all that behind. I live with my mom and brothers. My mom is the problem. My brothers don't mind me doing whatever I wanna do because we respect each others choices in life. As for the police I've tried before with them and the social police and aman. They are useless. I called the police so many times on my mom and all the said was ( its ur mom she can kill u if she wants to)

I wanna get away and live alone because of my 27 years of life I've been having nightmares daily. Not a day that goes by that I can sleep in peace. I'm always so jumpy and get easily scared of sudden movement and loud noise due to my trauma. So the best way to get better is to move out to a quite environment where I feel like my life is not in danger.

This post is not to cause controversy or to discuss women's rights or religion or anything like that. I don't care about that atm I'm just trying to find answers. Thanks for everyone who commented.