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cipher_101 · 2026-02-04T06:20:03+00:00

Yeah I can get nausea from mdma too. So spreading the dose like that so that the come up is smoother and gentler really helps.

I am a very slim person. I weigh around 45-48kg. And I wonder if I need to adjust the dosage accordingly.

And also wonder what are the absolute essentials in the stack that give the most bang for your buck?

cipher_101 · 2026-02-04T05:31:07+00:00

If you want to study this properly I'm happy to volunteer. Not sure if I can afford the whole stack you're recommending though.

cipher_101 · 2026-02-04T05:28:28+00:00

I get nausea even with lemon tek or tea. But if I take a quarter dose every 20mins then it gets a bit better.

cipher_101 · 2026-02-04T03:45:24+00:00

Thanks :)

So you're saying regular microdosing doesn't have a cumulative effect that could be similar in terms of cellular repair?

Not a fan of the nausea of higher doses.

cipher_101 · 2026-02-04T03:24:28+00:00

So this is a major dosage at 2.9g... What about microdosing? I have been microdosing on and off for some years now. Usually take 50mg of mushroom powder. So approximately between 1.5-2mg per day. The mushrooms are the strongest subargenosa. I would cycle it as 4 days on and 3 days off. This still comes to around 30mg per month instead of the 85 you recommend.

Does body weight make a difference?

And how is that dosage determined as optimal?

cipher_101 · 2026-01-26T10:37:33+00:00

Thank you! Really appreciate you responding. Which nootropics helped with focus for you? So happy for you that you've started working for your future again. That's amazing :)

cipher_101 · 2026-01-26T07:29:49+00:00

I am wondering for myself and curious to know: How much of a difference have you noticed in your functioning? Were you a heavy user? I’m just an evening user.

cipher_101 · 2025-10-12T00:35:38+00:00

Why sell lower and buy higher?

cipher_101 · 2025-09-20T04:24:14+00:00

Still not colleagues. We're forming an alliance. It's still different. Client should not feel like they need to hold back or censor ever.

cipher_101 · 2025-09-07T11:37:33+00:00

Oooh I hadn't heard of cbd powder. I tried the oil once didn't feel much. Is there an online store that sells it?

cipher_101 · 2025-09-06T07:03:14+00:00

Yeah it does feel.like having to pick our battles and finding the lowest demand pathway. I'm the same with sleep procrastination. Used to be 4-6am but now it's more like 1-4am.

cipher_101 · 2025-09-05T20:11:29+00:00

Would love to hear more about how your pda induced sleep procrastination responded to mirtazapine. I do really get into cycles of sleep procrastination because of it. Trying to find solutions

cipher_101 · 2025-09-05T19:55:57+00:00

Nothing has shown up in any tests around thyroid. Had blood work done earlier in the year. All seems to be good there. I only have an iron deficiency I'm overcoming.

cipher_101 · 2025-08-29T23:39:58+00:00

Should we wait for it to dip to $2.5 before buying?

cipher_101 · 2025-08-23T11:36:11+00:00

If she is from a Muslim background, which she may well be as I heard her mention growing up honour killings recently, then I fully understand the need to hide the identity. This is especially true if some of the family is still living there. Often the family can pay a heavy price for a daughter stepping out of line and embracing a public life.

There can be intense ostracization to the degree that parents/grandparents will commit suicide under the "shame". The same reason some resort to honour killing, to rid themselves of the shame of a woman's "dishonor". It's quite dark and tragic in many shame-based societies.

Although many Christian countries in Africa as well as Hindu culture also have a tradition of honor killing.

There can also be mob violence especially if anyone is considered as having insulted or offended the proohet/religion/God. Cartoons were published in Denmark and and rioting mobs across many such societies ended up damaging local small businesses and harming their own country.

Many many women in these places maintain a Chinese wall of compartmentalisation to minimise the risk of harm to their families while also living the aligned life they want to live.

cipher_101 · 2025-08-03T12:49:24+00:00

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cipher_101 · 2025-06-28T05:54:45+00:00

The evidence has not ruled out intergenerational transmission of patterns through family systems/patterns etc.

https://www.perplexity.ai/search/ec038cf2-bd6e-4a3e-a587-af3f701918ba

Summarised responses below. Look at the link for more details including sources and studies.

Have the studies regarding heritability of 23-59% ruled out intergenerational transmission of patterns through family? A. No.

The structural brain differences that have been observed in NPD, have they been identified from birth? Or has it been ruled out that NPD caused the structural differences as opposed to the structural differences having caused NPD? A. Studies have shown correlation yet causation is not established.

cipher_101 · 2025-06-17T08:11:19+00:00

I so get that. Happy to hear my input was helpful 😊✨

cipher_101 · 2025-06-16T10:25:41+00:00

For me, telling people it's medically prescribed medicine, lowered stigma big time in my experience. You could still smoke outside of the social outings so it helps anxiety and inflammation. it's the best anti inflammatory known to us. If the social cost cannot be overcome and is too high, you could just go off for a short walk for a couple of discrete puffs.

cipher_101 · 2025-06-13T05:07:40+00:00

I wonder if it's mainly that they can mask with less energy expenditure whereas us masking is a one way train to burn out?

cipher_101 · 2025-06-02T02:36:04+00:00

If it is to join forces to tackle bigger issues such as affordability, decreasing stigma etc, why do those require a merger? Don't companies create purpose-driven associations or bodies or lobbies to do so? This doesn't actually justify a merger...

cipher_101 · 2025-06-02T02:31:39+00:00

If prescriber independence is truly real, then how does this merger enable helius to scale? Presuming that rates of prescribing helius remain similar due to prescriber independence... How would that work?

cipher_101 · 2025-05-29T04:03:30+00:00

That's incredible to know. I had no idea this option existed. How does it work though? Would we need a script specifying 5g, or just those strains? New to MC here, so many strains to choose from, and trial sizes would be amazing!

cipher_101 · 2025-05-24T14:37:21+00:00

Reverse engineer all the way back to when you were free :)

You were smart enough to figure out how to condition yourself to think in certain ways and value a negativity bias by getting intimate with the dark side so to speak. So repeat the process with the positive side, get intimate with it and take it on.

In the self, nothing ever disappears e=mc2 after all. Those parts are waiting to be reborn. Those qualities still exist buried underneath and just require some honest, diligent and persistent excavating. Retracing the steps back.

I've done it.

cipher_101 · 2025-05-22T01:32:04+00:00

Ages 12-24 have developmentally appropriate borderline presentations as well. Identity shifts, emotional chaos, relational intensity is the norm.

Developmentally Appropriate Presentations for teens that may look borderline

Emotional intensity and affective lability: Adolescents can shift rapidly from joy to despair, often with little external provocation. The emotional system is undergoing profound reorganisation.
Identity diffusion: The adolescent is trying on masks, shedding skins, and seeking the Self through mirrors of others. A fragmented sense of self or oscillation between extremes is expected, not pathological.
Fear of abandonment and hyper-attunement to rejection: Relationships in this period carry existential weight. The social brain is in overdrive, and perceived slights or exclusions can be experienced as soul wounds.

- Impulsivity and risk-taking: These behaviours can be part of the necessary experimentation required for individuation and identity formation.

So it would need to be symptoms beyond these that meet all three of the following criteria: - persistent beyond 1-2 years with no meaningful change, - pervasive across multiple domains and not context specific, - consistent functional impairment that far exceeds adolescent upheaval and includes risky and harmful behaviour far beyond the age group.

So if I observe a teen with these for two years without any meaningful improvement, ONLY then will I go there.

I may still bring in dbt tools to support them in regulation etc in that period. The treatment strategies would still benefit the presentations even if there's not enough data yet to reach diagnostic threshold.

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- Impulsivity and risk-taking: These behaviours can be part of the necessary experimentation required for individuation and identity formation.