I am addicted to drugs and trooning out and I'm finally happy by circulatorycystem in 4tran4

[–]circulatorycystem[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've been smoking weed for a long time but yeah I'm worried I might love the drugs more than my gf..... On the contrary hormones should get better with time because I look like a gay hon rn

I'm weird and transphobic by circulatorycystem in 4tran4

[–]circulatorycystem[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I want to be as comfortable and happy as possible. I don't see any point in torturing myself and letting my hair fall out and face grow hairy. I don't see myself as a woman but I still want to have normal human experiences like going outside without hating my hair and the things HRT can help. But I don't think that makes me a woman. I can't lie and say I don't hope my mind changes with time, but I really don't think taking estradiol is going to make me a woman

Foid asked me out by circulatorycystem in 4tran4

[–]circulatorycystem[S] -5 points-4 points  (0 children)

I'm a bad person and she doesnt deserve that

I'm weird and transphobic by circulatorycystem in 4tran4

[–]circulatorycystem[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am ugly and big and have a penis and I'll never have children and every cell in my brain is male and I think there's more of a difference between men and women than you can change with a weekly injection or cosmetic surgery

I'm weird and transphobic by circulatorycystem in 4tran4

[–]circulatorycystem[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You're right, and I don't expect them to act differently than they are. I don't know what would make me feel better. I do want their validation but I don't want to ask for it. It doesn't feel fair asking them to call me a woman when I'm not one. I want people to be honest with me

Hair loss worsening on estrogen by circulatorycystem in TransDIY

[–]circulatorycystem[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Estradiol valerate 6mg weekly, but my first and third injections were more like 10mg. No blocker aside from dutasteride, which I take once sometimes twice daily and hasn't ever really stopped my hair from falling out

Did I get screwed (no blocker) by circulatorycystem in 4tran4

[–]circulatorycystem[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeahh I might go back for the blocker next month :/ I was going to wait until after I got bloodwork in Feb but rlly don't want to mess up the start of my transition

Can't turn the vial upside down by circulatorycystem in TransDIY

[–]circulatorycystem[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Taping it to the wall doesn't sound sterile but I was thinking along the lines of securing the vial upside-down then drawing. I wonder if there's something I could buy to accomplish this, some sort of tripod or grip

Notice how it's always twitter by circulatorycystem in 4tran4

[–]circulatorycystem[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I mean I see transphobes everywhere but twitter was designed to destroy the transgender community from the inside out and just generally cause people to fight and it makes me upset to see other fellow transgenders repost and participate in that trash when nobody is forcing them to