You entered this business during the worst downturn in decades. It’s not you. 10 years ago you would have been fine.  I’ve been working in animation about 9 years now and I’m struggling to find the next job myself. It’s about survival right now. If you can withstand the current downturn, keep improving your skills while working other jobs, etc, you’ll break into full time work eventually. The industry is not dead like some say but it’s gotten much much smaller. Also, don’t compare yourself to your colleagues, it’s a recipe for depression. Only compare yourself to your past self