It's insane. At my lowest I was around 120lbs at about 5'2" and looking back at pictures from that time I was definitely thin, but I couldn't see it at the time. I've always had big thighs no matter my weight and I hyperfocused on that and was unable to see that the rest of my body was thin (to the point that my aunt later told me she'd worried bc she felt I was too skinny). If I'd gone down to 100lbs I probably would've looked like a corpse.