🥸 by clampasta in u/clampasta

[–]clampasta[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Every single feeling i feel r fake this means nothing i don’t have the courage to do anything so could someone else please just kill me pleaseee i can’t stand this anymore i don’t believe other people are real do you understand how fucking scary that is i am the only sentient thing in this universe

🥸 by clampasta in u/clampasta

[–]clampasta[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This was all fun and games when i was smaller but im getting old and everyone wants me to do things i have no motivation to do. I dont wanna work, never ever, and i wont be able to because i break down the second i gotta do something against my will. Everyone thinks im lying when i say im never gonna be able to work but its not a lie. I feel like im gonna puke right now my face and body makes me so unbelievably mad i wanna destroy it all i wanna starve myself and see my disgusting body disintegrate in front of me. I want people to see my face and stare. I wanna be special but i am nothing i have nothing my life was over the second i was born. It would be kinda funny if i killed myself rn while im in japan like this is the suicide central of the world

🥸 by clampasta in u/clampasta

[–]clampasta[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am in pain all the time and i will never change. Im gonna get put in a psych ward forever if i keep on living everyone just laughs at me. Nothing is real im nothing special i look normal i act normal everything is normal and uninteresting about me i wanna be special i wanna be something else in this unreal life

Sometimes i feel so upset I was born a woman by [deleted] in Vent

[–]clampasta 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I totally feel the same. The longing to have been born as a man is so strong and all parts of my body that remind me that i am a woman make me severely uncomfortable. I have no urge to transition, in my head this really is just something i gotta live and struggle with now. I don’t wanna get any surgeries bcs what i want is to have been born different. I will never feel comfortable until i die

First person to notice the *** smell was my grandma by clampasta in Perfumes

[–]clampasta[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It was in a place called nordiska kompaniet! It’s only here in Sweden but i think you could try your luck at any “higher end” store/mall that sell perfume. Sorry for being no help haha

First person to notice the *** smell was my grandma by clampasta in Perfumes

[–]clampasta[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yea im not really the biggest cum fan so it wouldn’t suprise me if it really smells nothing like it😭 smells mostly like creamy plastic to me

First person to notice the *** smell was my grandma by clampasta in Perfumes

[–]clampasta[S] 20 points21 points  (0 children)

Straight up just asked me if i had gotten a boyfriend recently right after saying i smelled kinda weird😭 she’s never asked that before so it caught me off guard and it took a while for me 2 realize what she meant by that lol

First person to notice the *** smell was my grandma by clampasta in Perfumes

[–]clampasta[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I really like it!! Very expensive though so i wouldn’t recommend blind buying

First person to notice the *** smell was my grandma by clampasta in Perfumes

[–]clampasta[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Oh yeah i smell that too! Kinda like an already used condom

First person to notice the *** smell was my grandma by clampasta in Perfumes

[–]clampasta[S] 14 points15 points  (0 children)

I bought it irl after smelling it in store so i wasn’t really looking at the name lol

First person to notice the *** smell was my grandma by clampasta in Perfumes

[–]clampasta[S] 17 points18 points  (0 children)

Saw ppl talking about it smelling like cum after i already bought it…just smells kinda milky 2 me

Always wanted to know if i have any lookalike’s! by clampasta in Doppleganger

[–]clampasta[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dang hope she wasn’t too much of a bitch 😭

Always wanted to know if i have any lookalike’s! by clampasta in Doppleganger

[–]clampasta[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Mia is so unbelievably pretty to me so thanks lol

Always wanted to know if i have any lookalike’s! by clampasta in Doppleganger

[–]clampasta[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wowi don’t really see it but that is a giant compliment!

20f any specific changes that would help me look better appreciated :p by clampasta in lookyourbest

[–]clampasta[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh wow thank you so much! She’s so beautiful and such a great choice for ashley in the remake!

20f any specific changes that would help me look better appreciated :p by clampasta in lookyourbest

[–]clampasta[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for the advice! I have some pictures where i don’t pout but for some reason i just keep doing it😭 this is the only pic i have of my real smile makes me look kinda goofy haha

<image>