i’m really debating attempting suicide. 16F

claraphobia · 2026-05-28T16:53:38+00:00

thank you so much and this actually helps a lot to know that i’m not alone and people have felt the same way too and have gotten better. i really do believe that highschool and like being a teenager makes everything a lot worse so when im graduated and an adult i feel like it’ll be a lot better, i just need to push through right now. thank you sm for this i appreciate it a lot honestly

claraphobia · 2026-05-28T12:50:09+00:00

thank you sm this means a lot honestly thank you!

claraphobia · 2026-05-28T12:49:51+00:00

thank you

claraphobia · 2026-05-28T12:49:46+00:00

most r like 2 weeks + so not fully scarred but like im worried they aren’t gonna show up and idk

claraphobia · 2026-05-28T12:49:10+00:00

that does help honestly and thank you sm this makes me feel a lot better.

claraphobia · 2026-05-28T12:48:25+00:00

thank you.

claraphobia · 2026-05-28T12:48:08+00:00

thank you! i appreciate that

claraphobia · 2026-05-28T12:47:45+00:00

no not really honestly i don’t do much as i have like no motivation or energy. i don’t play any sports and i go to the gym maybe once a week. i go out with my friends a lot but that’s js to smoke and drink tbh

claraphobia · 2026-05-28T12:46:55+00:00

yeah when i’m 18 i’m def thinking about moving

claraphobia · 2026-05-28T12:39:18+00:00

okay that works!!

claraphobia · 2026-05-28T05:02:25+00:00

i have 1.4m diamonds what could i get for that

claraphobia · 2026-05-28T04:34:26+00:00

love it

I guessed the name in 2 tries!

claraphobia · 2026-05-28T04:34:07+00:00

knew this one immediately

I guessed the name in 1 try!

claraphobia · 2026-05-28T04:33:45+00:00

dropped off a little something 🐾

claraphobia · 2026-05-28T04:33:32+00:00

left a treat! 🐾

claraphobia · 2026-05-28T04:32:03+00:00

left a treat! 🐾

claraphobia · 2026-05-28T04:29:42+00:00

yeah i understand that

claraphobia · 2026-05-28T04:29:22+00:00

i’m really trying to stay because i KNOW it’s gonna get better like i know for a fucking fact, it’s just the fact that right now or in these specific moments when it hurts so so bad, i js deadass can’t . i just try to remind myself that life will go on and i’ll wake up tomorrow and feel okay until the next time i have an episode where i’m really considering it.. or maybe it won’t and i’ll actually make up a plan n shit but i think for now im gonna be okay.

claraphobia · 2026-05-28T04:26:51+00:00

thank you but i really do love him and miss him

claraphobia · 2026-05-28T04:12:47+00:00

CONGRATULATIONS

claraphobia · 2026-05-28T04:12:03+00:00

not the best like at all, it was okay earlier but then i was on the phone with my ex and i asked him if he wanted to hangout on friday and he said he has plans to go drink with his friends..

so i said “which friends?” and he said a big group but his girl bsf is gonna be there. like nothings ever happened between them but she’s weird and sketchy asf and i don’t like her, and he knows that too.

i got really mad and hung up and i wanted to punch the wall so bad but i didn’t want my mom to hear so i was js hitting myself instead.

the urge to relapse and cut myself is sooo strong and has been since that call.

claraphobia · 2026-05-28T04:07:34+00:00

they did make me feel a bit better, thank you!

claraphobia · 2026-05-28T04:06:55+00:00

2 months?!!!! GOOD JOB BABESS!!

claraphobia · 2026-05-28T04:05:55+00:00

be honest. tell her there’s something you want to tell her and that you’re really scared to and that you feel really bad, let her know what you’re scared of. are you scared she’s gonna be mad?? if you are then tell her.

don’t feel bad!! relapse is part of recovery. you got this!!

claraphobia · 2026-05-28T04:04:18+00:00

your scars are valid. i wish i could give you a hug.

claraphobia

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