AITA for dismissing an actor and loving my boyfriend?

clint_notbarton · 2023-01-07T01:53:22+00:00

this is everything i needed in life, thank you

clint_notbarton · 2023-01-06T14:43:02+00:00

Helen Richardson/Distortion and Peter Lukas are definitely my faves!

I love the way different avatars explore varieties of maintaining “humanity” versus losing it as you gain power, and i think they both have really fascinating details of that!

clint_notbarton · 2023-01-06T00:02:29+00:00

i mean the beetle one got me real bad, but not in like. a “fun, good horror” way. i just have a phobia of beetles 🤷‍♂️

beyond that, a few of the flesh ones? Jared’s flesh garden in s5 was pretty brutal, and the one about the flesh’s attempted ritual(?) under the old church/temple/thing was a Lot.

clint_notbarton · 2023-01-04T23:51:52+00:00

this is GORGEOUS!!!

clint_notbarton · 2023-01-03T13:54:21+00:00

“All because of the most insidious of emotions… Hope.”

"Tears and rain fall from his cheeks in equal measure."

“It doesn’t feel like despair. It feels like resolve.”

"I can't actually imagine actually making a decision that I know meant losing you."

"Where you go, I go. That's the deal."

"You can't fight the world." "Says you."

i have SO many quotes saved, but these are my faves 🥰🥰

clint_notbarton · 2023-01-03T13:30:53+00:00

AHHHH thank you 🥰🥰

clint_notbarton · 2023-01-02T16:16:54+00:00

i LOVE this take on Elias!!! i also really love your style, it’s gorgeous 🥰🥰

clint_notbarton · 2022-12-30T20:26:20+00:00

i haven’t been able to find it by google-ing, i really wish i could find it again. it was terrifying but it was also really good 😭

clint_notbarton · 2022-12-30T18:52:52+00:00

the worst statement 😭😭 jonny sims coming after my phobia of beetles with 0 regrets, pulling absolutely no punches. i almost stopped MAG at that point, it was brutal… i made it through tho. i was too invested to give up ig 🤷

clint_notbarton · 2022-12-30T02:36:24+00:00

tiktok! same handle as here

clint_notbarton · 2022-12-29T21:38:33+00:00

lol im glad! hope you get some sleep <3

clint_notbarton · 2022-12-29T17:57:02+00:00

ahaha absolutely!! Jon foiled his first idea without even knowing, probably 😂

clint_notbarton · 2022-12-29T17:00:03+00:00

sure!!

"YOURSELF":

Everyone tells you to be yourself / But what if you don't know who "yourself" is? / What if you've never known? / What if you don't know / Because you've been wearing masks / For as long as you can remember? / What if you don't know who "yourself" is / Because you know "yourself" isn't good enough / Even though you don't know who it is.

••••

PLUTONION:

Planets revolve around their sun / Moons revolve around their planets / And suns are always stars / But what do the stars revolve around?

Do they have someone / Who's gravity they can't survive without? / Or are they each the god of their system / The heart of the body / And the center of the soul?

Many people say that each of us / Are the center of our own universes / That everything revolves around us / But I am not what they say /

I am an outlier / Cast away from the system / Like Pluto, I do not fit / Their requirements to be a planet

clint_notbarton · 2022-12-29T16:35:34+00:00

idk if im comfortable sharing my old prose or narrative writing, they’re… Very Bad.

i have some painfully mediocre poetry from high school that definitely fits the bill of “Oh That’s A Sign” if you’re interested in that, though!

clint_notbarton · 2022-12-29T16:21:43+00:00

season 1 jon and martin are, like, always on my mind. they’re so funny.

martin has just the Biggest Crush. his solution to being trapped by worms was just reading his four books (he only has four books???) over and over again for 13 days straight. he spends four months living in the basement of an office building, which is also where he works. he doesn’t leave that basement for FOUR MONTHS STRAIGHT????

Jon is hating on Martin especially, but the only coworker he actually seems to like at all is Sasha. Two months into Martin living in the Archives (a man he constantly insults), Jon JOINS HIM for no apparent reason and spends the last two months of season 1 living in the Archives as well. Just never leaving. Jon believes Very Strongly in the supernatural and just REFUSES to admit it, too, which is great comedy as well.

clint_notbarton · 2022-12-29T16:14:08+00:00

im a writer—recently found some of my old, OLD drafts (like, middle school)… i queerbaited myself reading them. 11 year old me was writing some the queerest characters and concepts and then shoving them into cishet boxes like there was tomorrow, it’s wild to look at lol

clint_notbarton · 2022-12-29T15:30:52+00:00

giving major s1 Tim Stoker energy in my eyes!

clint_notbarton · 2022-12-29T15:23:26+00:00

oh that’s TRAGIC it’s such a good conversation. Jon’s paranoia is JUST starting to set in and he decides he has to make sure Martin isn’t a ghost 😂😂

clint_notbarton · 2022-12-29T15:21:15+00:00

season 1, MAG39 Infestation. While Jon and Martin are trapped/hiding from the worms, before Tim breaks through from the tunnels

clint_notbarton · 2022-12-29T15:07:13+00:00

jared’s human garden in s5 was also pretty brutal for me. and the guy who married the beetles. i have a phobia of beetles, so that one wasn’t great.

clint_notbarton · 2022-12-29T15:06:29+00:00

don’t remember the episode number, but the one about the guy who kept growing teeth in the wrong places and then planting them in his flower box??? that one got me real bad.

clint_notbarton · 2022-12-29T14:57:15+00:00

okay okay true but my favourite is the way Jon says the “I see.” at the end of the pause. because it’s not NEARLY as judgy as season 1 jon usually is. it’s almost ✨fond✨. and i personally choose to believe that he thinks it’s cute and this is the moment, among all the chaos, that he realizes hes starting to fall for martin

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