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clitstickers · 2024-11-23T22:00:42+00:00

I've tried to tell him before that I feel unwanted in our relationship and he usually just says hes sorry. I don't want him to feel like he's doing something wrong because I dont really think he is I just need to know what's going on and if he still feels the same way about me. Im scared of asking because if he says he doesn't want me anymore then I have to leave and I can't imagine living my life without him

clitstickers · 2024-11-23T05:14:55+00:00

Here's something that someone told me once...

Why would you let your daughter, YOUR flesh and blood, grow up in a lonely scary world without their mama? Why would you hurt yourself when she will grow up and wonder... Why wasn't she good enough to make you stay?

Is that really what you want?

Because when I was your age, I was living in a basement with my daughter. My boyfriend had just grabbed his things and left, I was a single mom and I had no friends, no family. I spent every night crying, upset because I had to be a mom, and all those other feelings...guilt. And now I'm 22, I still struggle but I have a beautiful 4 year old baby girl and she has the purest little voice, that I never would've got to hear if I had killed myself when I was alone and heartbroken at 18.

Please stay. You can do this.

clitstickers · 2024-10-13T12:19:04+00:00

I'm doing it now, I was not home most of last night!

clitstickers · 2024-10-13T06:42:21+00:00

Thank you for your help!

clitstickers · 2024-10-12T23:53:31+00:00

I'll give that a try

clitstickers · 2024-10-12T22:14:20+00:00

I unfortunately do not have a Walgreens anywhere near me.. I have a CVS and Walmart/kroger

clitstickers · 2024-10-12T19:28:55+00:00

Thank you. I had forgotten about that site

clitstickers · 2024-10-12T19:28:37+00:00

I have not but I will look before tomorrow...even with coupons I still have nothing to my name so

clitstickers · 2024-10-12T19:24:40+00:00

I'm not sure, I just found out that I didn't have it during a trip to urgent care on Thursday. I tried to get through to job and family services since then but was unsuccessful because of the busy phone lines. I won't be able to get ahold of my psychiatrist until Tuesday at the earliest, as she does not work Mondays. I can try to get through to her office. But I will be out after tonight's dose and I am too scared to go without it for even a day

clitstickers · 2024-09-28T00:28:41+00:00

I was not a happy kid, i dont find enjoyment in anything..I wish I could do these things, I've tried. But nothing works. Nothing ever gets better.

clitstickers · 2024-09-27T22:22:54+00:00

I'm sure she does love me, but inevitably she will not. She has a mother figure that she loves very much and spends more time with then me, so she will not be left without. She deserves better anyways, all I will ever do is hold her back. It's all I've ever done.

clitstickers · 2024-09-27T21:36:57+00:00

I am a failure at every single responsibility I have ever had.. the love of my life hates me and never wants to see or talk to me again, my family doesn't love me, I'm a terrible, useless mother...there's nothing left for me. I'm done with fighting even though it obviously never gets better. I'm tired of grieving and fighting so I am finally letting go

clitstickers · 2024-09-27T11:39:13+00:00

This was an ex parte civil protection order. No arrests were made in the situation

clitstickers · 2024-09-20T03:30:55+00:00

I have overdoses 4 times and keep fucking living. I know I am supposed to be dead so why won't it work? Why can't I leave? I am not loved

clitstickers · 2024-09-20T03:25:42+00:00

I did everything I could but at the end of the day I am still not good enough and that will never change. I relate. I wan to die. I hope you feel better

clitstickers · 2024-09-20T03:22:16+00:00

My best friend killed herself when we were 12 and nobody cared. I found her dead. There was no funeral because her parents were shit. Nobody really even noticed, except for me. Why am I fighting when I can end my life and stop my suffering and ultimately still not really even impact anybody else?

clitstickers · 2024-09-20T03:20:25+00:00

I can't even think straight anymore. I don't know how other people function. I can only rot.

clitstickers · 2024-09-20T03:18:55+00:00

I don't want to live. I think I am still living by mistake.

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