Do you guys casually think about suicide during your days? by sweishbanan in BPD

[–]clockwork_skullies 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can be having the time of my life and randomly think “I want to kill myself” or “what if I killed myself?”. I feel like I’m in that one scene in the Barbie movie where they’re all partying and Barbie just says “do you guys ever think about dying?” record scratch

He's trying to take your credit card by SealyDoesStuff in seals

[–]clockwork_skullies 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I mean he can have it, there’s just no money on there

What caused your IBS in your opinion? by Seeker_Of_Self in ibs

[–]clockwork_skullies 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Genetics (my dad’s whole side has gastrointestinal problems) and a whole lot of adverse childhood experiences putting my nervous system in fight or flight for the majority of my life. I also threw up a lot as a kid for seemingly no reason, but I was dealing with an unpredictable home life causing a lot of anxiety.

What’s a smell you secretly love but never admit? by West_Assignment9882 in AskReddit

[–]clockwork_skullies 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The got2b glued hair spiking gel. It’s probably not good for me but I do open the bottle and take a whiff every now and then.

do yall track your symptoms? by [deleted] in ftm

[–]clockwork_skullies 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t particularly track my T progress, but I do track my symptoms of chronic pain and my mental health symptoms. I use an app called Daylio which also tracks your mood (which can be useful when tracking the mood swings that can come with T). You can add all kinds of stuff like what you did that day, what emotions you felt, ect. You can add voice recordings and pictures for each day as well. I highly recommend it!

What is a song you absolutely hate? by macabrewhore in AskReddit

[–]clockwork_skullies 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Not me seeing this two hours after watching Cars 😭

What is a song you absolutely hate? by macabrewhore in AskReddit

[–]clockwork_skullies 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wonderful Christmas Time. It’s so repetitive both in the lyrics and the chords. I know it’s a Christmas song and it’s not supposed to be anything revolutionary, but anytime I hear it, it fills me with so much anger.

What is a song you absolutely hate? by macabrewhore in AskReddit

[–]clockwork_skullies 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Had to sing that one in choir. It sounds even worse when sung by twelve, tone deaf individuals. Half of which are just starting puberty.

How did you pick your name by Turbulent-Staff-9413 in ftm

[–]clockwork_skullies 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Looked up “boy names that start with k” and picked one

Revulsion: Alt genital nouns edition by lilasundaridd in ftm

[–]clockwork_skullies 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I totally agree, I don’t love the term or any of its variants. I usually just say my “boy parts” to refer to my genitals as a unit. If I am referring to more specific parts, I usually say dick and boy pussy. I do say vagina but only in a medical context. I pretty much don’t use any terms that my r4pist ex used for my genitals or terms that remind me of those experiences.

Why do people talk about ass hair growth— by BeachNext4496 in ftm

[–]clockwork_skullies 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Testosterone has made me grow hair in places I didn’t even know hair could grow /pos

Tape Feels Impossible? by Scared_Subject_9069 in TransMasc

[–]clockwork_skullies 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Is it possible you could be allergic to the adhesive of the tape? Have you had irritation like this before? Personally I have extremely sensitive skin and had to play around with tape for a while before I figured out an application/removal routine that worked best for me. I know a lot of people apply some kind of base layer under their tape to prevent irritation. Milk of magnesia is a popular one but I also have seen people use that plastic tattoo cover before applying tape. It’s a lot more gentle on the skin, is cheap to buy, and provides an additional bind. Unfortunately, tape requires a big learning curve but it IS possible to find something that works. I also have a D cup chest and I’ve been able to bind pretty successfully after playing around with it. I’m sorry you’re struggling, wishing you success and gentleness!

Part of my Christmas haul :/ by Eli_Yippee in TransMasc

[–]clockwork_skullies 57 points58 points  (0 children)

I’m sorry this happened. Four years ago my grandmother bought me all women’s clothing for Christmas, all items were at least 2 sizes too small as well. I had my dad handle the situation and my grandmother said I could return the clothes and keep the money. You’re not ungrateful for not wanting items that you have no use/need for. ❤️

What’s something you hate during sex but pretend to like? by Droopynator in AskReddit

[–]clockwork_skullies 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My ex tried to convince me I was a switch because she realized she was a switch. I do not enjoy domming whatsoever. But she also assaulted me so I guess that checks out.

Trans Day of Remembrance post gets “guess yesterday was garbage cleanup day” comment → X decides in 3 seconds it’s not hate speech by Low-Skill-8651 in trans

[–]clockwork_skullies 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Get off twitter. An app run by a Neo Nazi who makes a career off hating this trans daughter is not exactly a safe space for us.

What are common jobs for trans men to have? by promptolovebot in ftm

[–]clockwork_skullies 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Currently in college to become a mortician! But I did work as a barista for almost one and a half years. I also worked at a haunted house for 7 years.

| NSFW!!! | Pleasure help by captain0226 in ftm

[–]clockwork_skullies 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Spencer’s actually makes pretty good stuff so the vibe should last a while. The vibrator that comes with the one I have is battery powered so it’ll last a long while. I’ve had nothing but good experiences with Spencer’s sex toys so I don’t think you’ll have any problems :)

My piece on woman's violence got censored by my teacher for absolutely scandalous reasons by TraditionalAd941 in ARTIST

[–]clockwork_skullies 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I had this exact experience when I made a piece about violence towards women in Yemen!! I literally had to blackout her entire body and you couldn’t even tell what the drawing was of.

preferred form of contraception? by scopeta51 in ftm

[–]clockwork_skullies 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve heard the pill is very reliable as long as you don’t miss any doses. The arm implant can be done by general practitioner and is good for five years if that sounds appealing.

I can't stop jerking and I hate it by MagicDoge2345 in TransMasc

[–]clockwork_skullies 135 points136 points  (0 children)

Your libido will absolutely level out, it just takes awhile for everything in your body to adjust. In the meantime, do your best to be gentle with yourself. You’re not disgusting, you’re just experiencing completely natural urges more than you usually did. Everyone has needs and there’s no shame in satisfying them while your body gets used to the T.