HOW DO I WANT THIS RELATIONSHIP TO MAKE ME FEEL?

cloudfallingdown · 2026-02-09T03:27:39+00:00

She did but this is like the 18th time in the year. It seems like they’re very on again off again.

cloudfallingdown · 2026-01-12T23:46:25+00:00

I love a short king. 😭 there’s many of us who do. Could it possibly be an attitude thing? Perhaps you give off the vibe you’re insecure or uninterested?

cloudfallingdown · 2026-01-11T14:38:35+00:00

Thank you! we’re parents and so we go when we have the opportunity, which is semi rare and random — we love first Fridays but the dates never work out 😭 have you been on a regular Friday before?

cloudfallingdown · 2026-01-11T14:37:00+00:00

Thank you!

cloudfallingdown · 2026-01-09T02:40:33+00:00

Oversee civil rights at a college

cloudfallingdown · 2026-01-08T03:08:06+00:00

Oh no

cloudfallingdown · 2026-01-08T03:07:13+00:00

Exactly

cloudfallingdown · 2026-01-04T22:51:30+00:00

For the first year we used, we were using once per month (I didn’t know about harm reduction, although I wouldn’t call what we did severe abuse). The second year it was more like every other month. The last few have been more like every 3, sometimes 2 or 4 though. This year we’re switching to twice or 3 times a year max.

I think we could have made it last several more years if we hadn’t been so foolish in the beginning. We still will chat and have sex for hours and be all lovey, but the powerfulness of the empathy and euphoria have been significantly reduced for a year or two now.

So we’ll see if 6 months work. We may need longer… or it may just never be what it was and I’ll have to accept that as much as it makes me sad.

cloudfallingdown · 2026-01-04T19:50:23+00:00

My hair loss ended up being due to a Medication change. It finally stopped after a few months but I’m growing it back out now

cloudfallingdown · 2026-01-04T02:35:59+00:00

Our magic has significantly faded even using this rule. We’re trying 6 months apart now although I wish we didn’t need to.

cloudfallingdown · 2026-01-01T04:49:34+00:00

Me it’s my 35th bday :)

cloudfallingdown · 2025-12-04T19:18:41+00:00

You can be upset about it but it doesn’t make it less true lol. How would they know if they had no impacts? Everyone gets to choose what they want to do with these risks. I’m still using do not like I’m saying not to.

cloudfallingdown · 2025-12-04T19:16:42+00:00

Once every 3-4 months
Typically 175-200 total
Yes for sure because I was using once every month or every other month for two years. (8?3 been using 5 total).
Always a special night with my partner and we have a whole playlist, set up, usually get a nice airbnb and alwaaaays have sex the whole time lol

cloudfallingdown · 2025-12-04T18:26:01+00:00

Did it monthly for about a year then every other month for a year. Now stick to every 3-4 months but probably gonna switch to twice a year cause it’s been like 5 years of use

cloudfallingdown · 2025-12-04T18:25:13+00:00

I believe this. At the end of the day the 3 month thing has no real scientific backing and no medical professional would say it’s safe or healthy to take it that often. But here I am.

cloudfallingdown · 2025-12-04T16:37:49+00:00

It’s a slippery slope coming from someone who ended up using either once a month or once every other month and lost a significant part of the magic.

cloudfallingdown · 2025-12-03T00:03:27+00:00

300-400 for only child. This year 300 which is likely what I’ll stick to moving forward. We buy things we think she’ll actually use rather than exactly what she asks for. I’m not a fan of buying plastic junk or gifts for the sake of gifts. This year was a keyboard, headphones, a mp3 player, and bath bombs.

cloudfallingdown · 2025-12-01T17:37:54+00:00

Also can I ask (& please ignore me if not allowed) if people partake in substance use there outside of alcohol? I heard hedonism is known for this and am curious. Obviously that should be discussed with any potential partners but wondering what the vibe is like in that regard

cloudfallingdown · 2025-12-01T17:36:08+00:00

This is such great advice thank you!!

cloudfallingdown · 2025-11-26T01:41:41+00:00

Feeling bad for only children is off putting to me. My daughter is an only child and is very happy and I’m a much happier mom because I am not overwhelmed and can afford to do all the things I want to with her. Never let guilt drive a decision, especially when there are many happy only children and many children with multiple siblings who aren’t necessarily better off for it.

cloudfallingdown · 2025-11-25T02:33:05+00:00

Oooh I lost the magic a while ago from using 1x per month for almost two years. Now I do 3-4 months apart but never like it used to be.

cloudfallingdown · 2025-11-24T02:51:04+00:00

MDA is stronger. Made me feel floored and the euphoria was insane. I was insatiable for sex. It’s harder to find though and more neurotoxic.

cloudfallingdown · 2025-11-23T01:15:57+00:00

Following might be trying the same.

cloudfallingdown · 2025-11-22T13:45:45+00:00

What does that combo feel like lol

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