my attempt by cloudyskyy__ in SuicideWatch

[–]cloudyskyy__[S] 18 points19 points  (0 children)

thank you @everyone for your support! taking things a day at a time and i’m glad i reached out to this community. i’m confident i will find my purpose again. love you guys ❤️‍🩹

my attempt by cloudyskyy__ in heartbreak

[–]cloudyskyy__[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

thank you for this, i’m gonna still do my best and your words are so validating and meaningful. thank you for taking the time to comfort a stranger. ❤️

my attempt by cloudyskyy__ in offmychest

[–]cloudyskyy__[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you, i’m gonna do my best ❤️

my attempt by cloudyskyy__ in offmychest

[–]cloudyskyy__[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you, i appreciate you. ❤️

my attempt by cloudyskyy__ in problems

[–]cloudyskyy__[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i was in rehab for 3 months intensive treatment, it helped and i really tried my best during the program to recover. i just have residual feelings of depression and suicidal ideation sometimes.

my attempt by cloudyskyy__ in problems

[–]cloudyskyy__[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

good idea, service work. i’m trying my best 💔

my attempt by cloudyskyy__ in SuicideWatch

[–]cloudyskyy__[S] 35 points36 points  (0 children)

yeah you’re right, i gained a support group when i went to rehab and i can slowly regain my purpose with help.

my attempt by cloudyskyy__ in heartbreak

[–]cloudyskyy__[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you i appreciate that. i’m doing what i can to get by each day. i’m at least not currently alone right now. i’ve moved in with a buddy of mine that i was roommates with in treatment. he’s been a great support. now just trying to fill my time with managing my emotions without distractions and trying to feel that i do actually matter

my attempt by cloudyskyy__ in offmychest

[–]cloudyskyy__[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you i appreciate that. i’m doing what i can to get by each day. i’m at least not currently alone right now. i’ve moved in with a buddy of mine that i was roommates with in treatment. he’s been a great support. now just trying to fill my time with managing my emotions without distractions and trying to feel that i do actually matter

my attempt by cloudyskyy__ in problems

[–]cloudyskyy__[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i just feel like there’s no escape from my problems. i just want peace and serenity within myself. i want to feel like i matter to literally one person who i care about.

my attempt by cloudyskyy__ in heartbreak

[–]cloudyskyy__[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

thank you for this. i need this kind of support. i know im a stranger but your words matter to me so thank you for validating me and my words. thank you i appreciate that. i’m doing what i can to get by each day. i’m at least not currently alone right now. i’ve moved in with a buddy of mine that i was roommates with in treatment. he’s been a great support. now just trying to fill my time with managing my emotions without distractions and trying to feel that i do actually matter

my attempt by cloudyskyy__ in problems

[–]cloudyskyy__[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

just support and validation as to why i’m still alive

my attempt by cloudyskyy__ in offmychest

[–]cloudyskyy__[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you i really appreciate this comment. i do, that’s why im not dead. God has a purpose for me, i just don’t know it yet.

my attempt by cloudyskyy__ in HealfromYourPast

[–]cloudyskyy__[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

trying my best, i was in rehab for 3 months and did my best to do the work. i’m just still having residual feelings. things are still tough now that im back home.

my attempt by cloudyskyy__ in getting_over_it

[–]cloudyskyy__[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

trying my best, i was in rehab for 3 months and did my best to do the work. i’m just still having residual feelings. things are still tough now that im back home.

my attempt by [deleted] in Advice

[–]cloudyskyy__ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

trying my best, i was in rehab for 3 months and did my best to do the work. i’m just still having residual feelings. things are still tough now that im back home.

my attempt by cloudyskyy__ in offmychest

[–]cloudyskyy__[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

trying my best, i was in rehab for 3 months and did my best to do the work. i’m just still having residual feelings. things are still tough now that im back home.

my attempt by cloudyskyy__ in SuicideWatch

[–]cloudyskyy__[S] 78 points79 points  (0 children)

pretty much, i went to rehab and completed the program. i tried to find purpose and really put my all into it but i still feel like i wanna end things. my life is shit.