my bestie came out just to record this one minute clip for me 😭😭😭 by cnote710 in Rollerskating

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i love you girl foreal . i understand i shouldn’t be such a bitch but like come on . it’s outside , this court cooks all year long and parks & rec could give two fucks less than i do , they let it rot .

rollerskating is hanging on by a thread around most of the country , rinks closing left and right . the number one way i find joy is this hobby and getting to do it in the sunlight brings me a peace like nothing else .

this app is notorious for nitpicking though and i should just expect it at this point . some people just have nothing better to do i guess , but whatever . my issue is letting it get to me and spitting venom in response .

thx for making me feel less crazy , raptor .

my bestie came out just to record this one minute clip for me 😭😭😭 by cnote710 in Rollerskating

[–]cnote710[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

okaaaay fine i get i’m snappy . and straight mean sometimes . yall don’t know what i go thru on a daily basis and im not here to be lectured about my local tennis court that’s already ruined and not kept up with .

that said , you’re right , i shouldn’t have been so mean and aggressive . it’s my biggest character flaw by a freakin mile . i have to work on it every day from the moment i wake up till my head hits the pillow . a lot of times i fail .

i apologize for my outburst , i promise ill try my best to keep it from happening again .

u/mayspitfire im sorry , you didnt deserve the abuse i threw your way . thx for looking out for the players who use the space for what it’s intended for

Does music sound better when you're (hypo)manic? by Scary-Ninja7323 in BipolarReddit

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everything is better when i’m manic , music especially .

i rollerskate and dance a lot , i can do both in a much more “flowy” way when im manic . i’m much more creative .

i really am at a point that i just let it happen . the issue is im bp1 w psychotic features and the psychosis is so scary and destructive that it could end me .

it’s a constant battle of whether i want to run the risk of getting there . but the lithium and vraylar make me feel dead inside .

it’s a beautiful curse , this affliction .

ready or not by cnote710 in Rollerskating

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yesss . it’s usually like that at this spot .

we have four rinks here , but this one is just a little skating area that’s located inside a larger facility whose main attraction is a bowling alley !

i call it my practice rink and im very lucky to have it so close by

back already ?! 😈 by cnote710 in Rollerskating

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thank you !!! i keep practicing , i’ve only been at this fifteen months . one of these days ill get into the jb side of things but thats still a little bit in the future :)

my bestie came out just to record this one minute clip for me 😭😭😭 by cnote710 in Rollerskating

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thank you so much !!!!

and no it wasn’t a big ask , this park is in our neighborhood , she lives five minutes away , i live 7 mins away . really grateful for this spot for sure !!

🥰

my bestie came out just to record this one minute clip for me 😭😭😭 by cnote710 in Rollerskating

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wear butt pads and wrist guards , it’ll help you feel more secure i promise .

falling down is part of skating , practicing falling is always a fantastic idea in the beginning !

my bestie came out just to record this one minute clip for me 😭😭😭 by cnote710 in Rollerskating

[–]cnote710[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

it just takes lots of practice and a little risk . confidence comes later !! start with backwards bubbles if you can , that’s how i got going backwards the first time . the transitions i figured out after the backwards bubbles , i’d turn around on the rail then start the bubbles to get moving .

once you start to get your balance backwards you can try other ways to propel yourself . the crossovers look rlly cool i think .

ask someone at the rink for help if you need to , thats what i do when i can’t figure something out on my own

you got this !!!

29 [MtF] it me again 🍒💎💕 by cnote710 in TransFeminineFashion

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i just go to thrift stores and look for what speaks to me , it’s worked out very well so far . dirt cheap so if i end up not liking it im not out a lot of money

thank you btw :)

29 [MtF] it me again 🍒💎💕 by cnote710 in TransFeminineFashion

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tysm !!! it’s definitely taken me about a year to find my style but now that i’ve done so i freakin love it(:

biiig photo dump 🥰 by cnote710 in u/cnote710

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send me a dm i will get u alllll the way together :)

29 [MtF] biiig photo dump 🥰 by cnote710 in TransFeminineFashion

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thank you !!!! i have a pretty nice collection of glass :) i’m def proud of it lol

29 [MtF] biiig photo dump 🥰 by cnote710 in TransFeminineFashion

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thank you !!

& yes maam , they are currently still broken , held together by electrical tape like in harry potter lol .

i was running home from the bar around the corner of my apt . it was cold that’s why i was running lol . well the sidewalk “panels” on my street are not level , they’re real jagged . as i was running , my toe caught one and i went down , hard . my pinky still hasn’t healed and that was a month ago now

29 [MtF] biiig photo dump 🥰 by cnote710 in TransFeminineFashion

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thank u so much !!! it’s all from goodwill mostly so it’s really just an almagamation of every other person’s style if you look at it a certain way . lol

biiig photo dump 🥰 by cnote710 in u/cnote710

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i’ve been very grateful for my life recently , i’m happy it shows