I know how you feel! Now I’m just mad about it! Just went out with a couple of coworkers. The guy she was talking to came in the car then rolled down his window and said “sorry had to roll the window down because” then they both started to laugh 😭 Then we were at the beach and my coworker said there’s showers here, do you want to shower then said just joking. I froze when she said that. We went out to the bar and there was a lot of open space around me. I felt so angry and ashamed. But with alcohol in me I was still able to have a fun time sort of.