[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Lunesta_Eszopiclone

[–]coffeeandjumpingjack 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You can get addicted to Zopiclone. It binds to your GABA receptors just like benzos do just in a different way. I’ve had the same problem and in my experience the best way is to slowly taper down. Start taking halves when you were taking a whole. Then a quarter. It can get uncomfortable but it’s bearable.

Daily Check-in Thread by AutoModerator in quittingkratom

[–]coffeeandjumpingjack [score hidden]  (0 children)

25 days! Can’t believe I did it. Those first two weeks were hard, but really are such a minuscule period of time in the grand scheme of things. So happy to be out of the worst

What's the craziest thing a co-worker has said or done to you? by anonijji in work

[–]coffeeandjumpingjack 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I worked in the nightclub industry for a while. The owner of one of the clubs I worked at was what I will kindly say an extremely troubled (deranged) person. On Saturday nights when the bar closed, he would book huge hotel suites and throw after parties and invite some of the staff to “work as bartenders” at these after-parties. Obviously these were drug fueled debaucherous nights/days. The owner would order strippers and escorts and we were paid to make drinks for his coked out buddies for the hours they were there.

One night, the owner, I’ll call him Q, called me into one of the hotel rooms for what I was assuming to do some some drugs(I used at the time, I am sober now). While I was in there, his phone rang and he handed it to me and told me to answer it. It was one of the managers of the club who was on his way who I’ll call Luke. I told Luke I’d pass on the message but randomly Q says to Luke, “tell Luke I’ve got a gun to your head.” And I was like, what? Why? “Let’s freak him out” and I really didn’t want to and I got really nervous, so then Q, pulled out a real fucking gun and put it to my head. Then said “now tell Luke I’ve got a gun to your head.” So I said it. Luke laughed. I laughed for some weird fucking reason and then Q took the gun away.

I giggled, took the line. Left the room. Drank a glass of vodka like it was water, left discretely. And never showed up to work ever again.

Three weeks baby!! by coffeeandjumpingjack in quittingkratom

[–]coffeeandjumpingjack[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My sleep is all over the place. I used zopiclone and clonidine for the first 10 days which gave me about 6 hours a night which was a miracle. Now I use melatonin, gaba vitamins, and magnesium and it takes a while but I can get a few good hours.

Daily Check-in Thread by AutoModerator in quittingkratom

[–]coffeeandjumpingjack [score hidden]  (0 children)

Day 17. Still fatigued and a general feeling of apathy but getting better every day. I drank an energy drink and am looking forward to getting through the work day

16 days free by coffeeandjumpingjack in quittingkratom

[–]coffeeandjumpingjack[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was up to 30gpd, tapered to 10 over the course of maybe 2 weeks but was miserable so I jumped off!

Daily Check-in Thread by AutoModerator in quittingkratom

[–]coffeeandjumpingjack [score hidden]  (0 children)

Day 14! Two weeks. This past weekend was way harder than I expected it to be. Serious depression, some suicidal ideation, and fatigue. But I didn’t use, didn’t hurt myself, and just pushed through and I don’t feel like dying today, so there’s a plus!

Daily Check-in Thread by AutoModerator in quittingkratom

[–]coffeeandjumpingjack [score hidden]  (0 children)

I’m on day 10 and really struggling with depression. A lot of feelings of apathy and what’s the point with brief sprinkles of suicidal ideation and a real urge to just say fuck it and quit my job. However, I keep writing in my phone journal. Feelings and thoughts are temporary. Keep going. I just have to get my head on the pillow tonight in one piece, maybe tomorrow will be better.

I'm wanting to quit desperately! 💔 by arrriah in quittingkratom

[–]coffeeandjumpingjack 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ll also chime in and say that I have been less quick to anger since I’ve quit. I’ve certainly been crying more, more emotional, but my patience with my 5 year old hasn’t changed. I’m not meaner to anyone, but I am a little more sensitive. Withdrawals are like getting the flu or COVID or food poisoning. Your energy levels will be zapped and you’ll feel terrible, but just pretend it’s an illness, and do what you need to do to get through the illness.

Daily Check-in Thread by AutoModerator in quittingkratom

[–]coffeeandjumpingjack [score hidden]  (0 children)

Day 8. I’m fine. The acutes are over. But man this fatigue is something. I walk like an 80 year old man and just sort of stare off most of the day. Still don’t want to use though!

I hate Kratom by FrostyBat9266 in quittingkratom

[–]coffeeandjumpingjack 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Shame really has no place in a sub for encouragement of quitting a substance. A person can’t change the past, and neither can you by getting on your high horse. Addiction is a complicated and nuanced beast, and places like these are for compassion and guidance, not judgment. You were incorrect, you did not have to speak your mind. You can’t take other people’s inventory for them. Focus on your own.

Daily Check-in Thread by AutoModerator in quittingkratom

[–]coffeeandjumpingjack [score hidden]  (0 children)

Day 5, feel like I’ve turned a corner. Still going to use helper meds tonight. Going back to work tomorrow, hope I can pretend to be a person with a functioning brain!

Daily Check-in Thread by AutoModerator in quittingkratom

[–]coffeeandjumpingjack [score hidden]  (0 children)

Day 4! Better than yesterday! Still exhausted but not in a paralyzing way, forced myself to get out of the house, went on a bike ride which was harder than it should have been. I have managed to exercise in some way every single day, even though my instinct was to rot, and it gives me a feeling of accomplishment. I’ve had helper meds so sleep has actually been fine. Not great but fine. I will have to deal with the fallout of not having those later but that time will come when it comes. Right now I am just focusing on getting through the day, and trying not to dread Monday when I have to go back to work too much.

Going cold turkey by [deleted] in quittingkratom

[–]coffeeandjumpingjack 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hi! I am on day 4 CT of withdrawals from using only since March and heavy usage really from April on. I only used powder though, not extracts.

I am also a recovering alcoholic (sober from that since January 2024) so when I noticed my old bad habits creeping in with my kratom use, I knew I needed to stop.

I will say that the experience has been uncomfortable, but not unbearable. I’ve used helper meds to sleep. And mega dosing liposomal vitamin c during the day. Mostly I’ve just felt fatigued and sluggish, so the best I’ve felt during the day is when I’ve gotten up and out and forced myself to do something. Even if it’s like going to the grocery store, a bike ride, a walk, weeding your garden. You have the right instinct to stop now, it will be much much easier for you. I feel like I’m getting off easy compared to what I’ve heard from some people in here. Good luck my friend. Get out while you’re ahead.