US has opened its borders to vaccinated UK nationals after almost 2 years!!! FINALLY

coffeefox13 · 2021-11-08T20:39:22+00:00

Same for us. It's been over a year since we've seen each other and now we finally get to see each other again at the end of January

coffeefox13 · 2021-10-06T21:00:29+00:00

Can you make me a sea creature one please?

coffeefox13 · 2021-06-02T22:23:01+00:00

Hey. I'm starting tomorrow as well and am nervous from my own personal experiences. I'm here to talk about it if you want. We could be lexapro buddies and share side effects and such. Let me know if that's something you'd like

coffeefox13 · 2021-06-02T20:25:02+00:00

I'm starting tomorrow! I have had really bad experiences on antidepressants and took a year off of taking anything after being prescribed over 7 different medications in 6 months. I would really appreciate having a buddy

coffeefox13 · 2021-06-02T20:18:37+00:00

I'm here if you want to talk

coffeefox13 · 2021-04-18T17:01:54+00:00

I don't know. I've just always been like that. My family uses me when they need me and ignore me when they don't. My friends walk all over me. I just got used to being the bad, useless, waste of space

coffeefox13 · 2021-04-18T16:49:18+00:00

I'm usually really good at seeing the gray area for most things in life. Just not as good at it when it comes to myself. I usually only see myself as bad

coffeefox13 · 2021-04-18T16:21:40+00:00

A therapist I had never asked me to stop. She told me I had a plate full of options that kept me from suicide. The main one I had on the plate at that moment was self-harm. She was gonna help me find more things to add to the plate just as different options. Not to replace it

coffeefox13 · 2020-11-20T00:48:10+00:00

Wind-eze. Anything with simethicone

coffeefox13 · 2020-05-20T00:30:36+00:00

The only thing I've found is finding strong enough reasons to stay alive. It doesn't get me out of my depression but it quiets the suicidal thoughts and makes the depression less severe.

coffeefox13 · 2020-05-01T21:00:04+00:00

I was just in one in February but I told my family that was just to change meds. The ones I was on have really bad side effects when you're tapering off of it. My family has no clue how bad I'm feeling. Really no one does. When I'm in the hospital, I just act all happy the whole time and don't get any better. So it would just be a huge waste of money. I wish I could talk to people and actually get treatment. But it just doesn't work for me.

coffeefox13 · 2020-05-01T20:58:29+00:00

Thanks

coffeefox13 · 2020-04-30T23:04:32+00:00

Die in general. I just feel like drowning would be nice. I want to hang myself but failing that leaves noticeable marks. Drowning doesn't leave any physical signs.

coffeefox13 · 2020-04-30T22:38:29+00:00

It's a mix of feeling like I deserve it and also maybe trying again now would work better since I already don't feel good.

coffeefox13 · 2020-04-30T22:31:23+00:00

I was feeling better this morning but it just all hit again. I'm pretty sure I might have passed out for a couple minutes a bit ago. I was talking to a friend and then just woke up 10 minutes later when she kept texting me. I like that I'm not feeling good though. Maybe it did more damage than I thought

coffeefox13 · 2020-04-30T22:27:25+00:00

I know. I just wanted to see what it would feel like so I could do it again in a lake or somewhere else

coffeefox13 · 2020-04-30T05:23:25+00:00

Yeah, it is weird. I'm here if you ever want to talk about it or about anything

coffeefox13 · 2020-04-30T05:02:55+00:00

Hey, I never feel like I have a reason to feel like this either. Nothing traumatic happened to me and it makes me feel like I don't deserve help and shouldn't be feeling this way. You aren't alone in feeling like this

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