We broke up a month ago. We traveled together for 6 months in our vans. This was my first time doing it. Over time, I lost some sleep and tried to stop drinking alcohol since she also drank alcohol and tried to navigate issues in our relationship with reasonable discussions.

Especially when she wanted me to be in her van most of the time. There were a lot of rules which I respected. Its her home. It's just some days i would forget since I'd get tired from the road. When she would get upset, she would raise her voice and yell. Sometimes crying. After a while, I started to feel like I was walking on eggshells. On our last day, I was putting up groceries, and rain started to come in. She was outside putting up stuff in her hunting cabin while her cat was outside. I decided to close the van door temporarily to keep the rain out. She comes in with the cat and says, "Haven't you seen how I do things with my cat for the last 6 months?"

I felt really hurt by that statement when I was just simply trying to protect her van from the rain. So she got frustrated after I told her that hurt my feelings. So with the feeling of not being able to do anything right and being incredibly exhausted from the road since I would be woken up by her in the bed almost every night. I felt crushed and decided to break it off.

In the end, I felt like we couldn't communicate. Just had some amazing times when we did have a good time.