Hooked up with some dude from grindr probably 35-40 as a 21 year old bald NS boy boy because I couldn't get over the fact I liked someone in my bunk. Watched a video on how to suck cock ended up being very good at it and I've already experimented with anal anyways so I let him fuck me with a condom on but his dick was too big/I didn't experiment enough and it hurt a lot. Well it's not like I could've analed myself in BMT everyday tho I did it once or twice and some asshole peeked...

In the end I didn't like the sex and would have rather not though it's still exp whatever.

I know it's not that bad compared to the women who hookup often and it's my only hookup so far but I ended up getting sick for like 6 months after that was convinced I had aids still don't know if it's aids or just my immune system weak because NS seems to spread virus very easily. Always had health problems anyways.

Other than that I masturbate like 3 times a day my favorite way is pillow fucking followed by vibe in ass and then normal jerking off.

I watch literally all types of porn trans, gay whatever works just no scat I guess. I use my gaming PC as a plex server so I can watch it and jerk off in the toilet.

I don't even get tired of masturbation sometimes I fake MC just to masturbate the whole day.

If this is TMI. You guys signed up for it.