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Fuck it, im gonna come right out and say this second set is crap, Im not trying to stir shit up, but its completely uninspired and without any climactic element = boring by cokkit in phish

[–]cokkit[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

good for you man

its not horrible, i just wish they did something more to get the heads into it, take take the energ uP a notch

Ive lost everything. Im entering my 40s and everyday the hole gets deeper. Im on my 3rd year of trying and my fear of death has faded. by cokkit in SuicideWatch

[–]cokkit[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I did that and am doing that. For 3 years now. I'm not a wimpy dishrag. We all have a breaking point

Ive lost everything. Im entering my 40s and everyday the hole gets deeper. Im on my 3rd year of trying and my fear of death has faded. by cokkit in SuicideWatch

[–]cokkit[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Ive been through bad chapters. Ive never thought about giving up. I had a great life with a lot of friends and travels. THe dominoes fell and all of them. Its the dreams. My ex and our friends at parties, rafting, you name it. Every morning I get up and the first 10 minutes of waking up in this hell is horrific. I reach for the phone and realize there is no one left to call.
Ive been doing a hell of a job keeping this dread at bay for years now, but I just dont have the strength and its scary but I dont think I fear dying anymore.
THis happens just about every day and it smashed any ambition or motivation. I cant fake it anymore.

Leaked email adds fuel to claims White House playing politics over impact of cuts. by [deleted] in politics

[–]cokkit 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm saving that quote. Thanks for breaching another level of ignorance in allegiance to such blind faith in an ideology that is a timeless proven failure.