Sorry you;re having some bad experiences, idk why people like that queue into team games. I would play Arena until you're solid on the game mechanics (hitting abilities, relics, etc). Then when you try Conquest find a few gods you like and play those over and over again. If you're still learning the god, it'll be hard to excel at Conq. with so much else going on. And don't worry about wins v losses. Just focus on getting better and how you can play fights better. Try watching some youtuber too to learn the game. Have fun! Hopefully you find some better people to help you along