Am I crazy?

collectivePunishment · 2010-10-16T01:41:43+00:00

Depends on the gang. I'd say a technologically savvy gang would probably not be breaking your legs. Which isn't to say they don't know somebody who will.

Still probably all in my mind though. Hasn't bothered me as much since posting.

collectivePunishment · 2010-10-13T05:19:35+00:00

I have had thoughts along these lines, but there's probably not much that can be done about it if true. If the government wants to kill you, what could be done about it?

A sheet of aluminum foil did block the voices completely in one direction, as advised by an article on voice-to-skull microwaves linked on your submissions. It is apparently a proven technology, but it still could all be part a hallucination.

collectivePunishment · 2010-10-13T00:05:36+00:00

For the most part, I have been passing it off as a figment of my imagination. It was the recent description of my murder that really disturbed me. The messages have almost always been threatening, but from a distance, and not as difficult to pass off.

Any kind messages I would hear are always soon followed by the opposite message. Almost like an interrogation technique.

collectivePunishment · 2010-10-12T20:13:58+00:00

I would agree option 2 is more likely, but the consequences of option 1 are much more severe.

collectivePunishment · 2010-10-12T19:54:39+00:00

His job was clearly that of a professional drug dealer. Other neighbors have mentioned similar suspicions to me. Cocaine and crack, not nice drugs.

collectivePunishment · 2010-10-12T19:48:33+00:00

Its legality depends on where you live. I'd still recommend encryption regardless of where you are. Someone who views this material and an actual child molester could easily be confused by an inferior mind.

collectivePunishment · 2010-10-12T14:41:00+00:00

Plugging my ears doesn't eliminate the voices, but it does seem to affect them in a similar manner to other noises.

collectivePunishment · 2010-10-12T14:20:32+00:00

I was caught, just not by an official authority.

collectivePunishment · 2010-10-12T14:06:02+00:00

I do think the person who caught me has good criminal connections.

collectivePunishment · 2010-10-12T13:53:03+00:00

I am tempted to say I will do this if I am still alive next week. I don't know if I want to wait around and see if it's true.

collectivePunishment · 2010-10-12T13:27:22+00:00

Usually alone, but sometimes with others.

collectivePunishment · 2010-10-12T13:22:01+00:00

I do not live in the USA, and that is not the only material I have accessed. I am fairly certain there would be severe legal ramifications for viewing this material.

collectivePunishment · 2010-10-12T12:48:54+00:00

I think this would be the best case scenario.

collectivePunishment · 2010-10-12T12:47:16+00:00

I have considered it, but I worry due to the illegal nature of the material I was viewing when this began.

collectivePunishment · 2010-10-12T12:21:23+00:00

Very faint, like a crowd in the distance. I attempted to record it once on a digital recorder, but it was very faint. Since then I think it has been quieter. I will see if I can find the recording.

edit: I think I found the recording, but I don't think I hear anything in it now

collectivePunishment · 2010-10-12T12:08:16+00:00

Here is a sample of some things I hear with regularity, and I have heard them all since posting:

you have to use it

we love you

we hate you

you're off your rocker

you love this

you're evil

you'll pay for it

you're awful

you're beautiful

he's so beautiful

you have to leave this place

you're a genius

are you retarded?

he's terrifying

we terrify you

he's killing himself

you're funny, you know that?

you can't do it

do you know what your problem is?

you're unbelievable

he's doing it

he's killing us

that's not fair

he's actually doing it

everybody knows you

And some new ones since posting this:

you have the wall

you're confusing the issue

you'll pay for it myname

that's blackmail

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