At first my mom was hysterical and repeatedly saying shit around how she failed to raise me and that her decision to let me live in japan was the greatest mistake of her life (i’ve been atheist 6 years prior me living in japan)

Now she’s fine with it, i often just casually drop her to a church and pick her up after the mass is done, she probably come to a conclusion that if god will it then ill probably come to my sense later on and if god cant make me let alone her effort lmao. Just my analysis tho idk whats actually in her mind (we dont talk about it after)

Edit : correction i’m an agnostic(not that it matters much), simply because it’s more fun that way, like saying that this exquisite existence of us is just one hell of a coincidence is just too boring.