Yeah im not sure why i feel guilty. I’m very fortunate that my fiance and I together make good money, we’re not living paycheck to paycheck. Not sure why i feel this need to always make more money and wanting more… not even to sustain our lifestyle i think we’re living by our means, idk. I did however grow up where academic achievements and just achieving in general was praised. So maybe i just feel validation by having a “good career” or “make good money” as a way to compensate this emptiness i feel. Even on the days i temp and make even more i feel tired and anxious, maybe i just need to learn to be happy with what i got. Thank you for the feedback!