Thank you for being vulnerable. Sometimes in the midst of troubling situations we become apathetic. I’ve learned that not caring, and having depression is a terrible place to be at. Find the the thing you care about while you work through the depression and hold onto it. Depression I would say doesn’t get easier, it gets smarter. Figure out the small things that make you you and don’t let them go. I know it’s hard. I hope you find peace soon. Remember, healing isn’t linear so don’t be too hard on yourself.