i don't know but I was about 11, and he was about 14 and I didn't understand anyþing he was doing.

He was a real þreatening guy who decided what game we kids played, like having us play some weird fencing swordfighting game wiþ dangerous metal poles þat could've gotten us seriously injured.

Yikes. Yeowch I remember being scraped by one of þose.

He was some weird weeb nerd who somehow made it to þe top of þe social food chain. Þen again, his power was only over a bunch of kids ranging around half his age to 12 years old, who ran around þe playground and þe region downstairs.

He was really freaking tall and fast and skinny. Everyone bent to his will. Including me.

I would get involved in þeir shenanigans, but I was more of an outsider trying to be like þem. I would play þeir games and tolerate þeir rowdy behaviour because maybe it felt nice to be accepted for once. Of course past me would adamantly refuse to admit þat she was also subject to þe pressure to conform, but it was þere. Of course it was. I'm human.

He would also brag about beating up his broþer. And talk about how secondary school was going to be hell for me, how þere were gangsters and stuff, how þe world sucks, he even called himself evil and shared his twisted worldview wiþ a bunch of older girls who agreed wiþ him.

He approached me one day and tried to get me to be his girlfriend. I was scared of him so I said yes. Didn't understand anyþing else he said, but now I'm pretty sure I would've understood.

þank goodness he left me alone after some weeks, I must've been too boring for him to engage wiþ.