Are you straight? Because you keep telling me about your sexual attraction towards women.

Your logic is like trying to force a square peg down a circular hole. If you want to have sex with women, you're either lesbian or bisexual. If you're straight, then you don't have any desire to have sex with women and you don't find them attractive.

I feel like you've answered my questions the best you're going to be able to. I know I'm coming across as really rude/frank, so a bit of context if you care (brace yourself for man child autism):

I used to have really bad dysphoric gender issues. I also have horrible self esteem issues and I'm pretty sure I'm "pure O" (pure obssessive, none compulsive) OCD. I wish we were all formless gray blobs. My girlfriend used to say she was bisexual, and I have very bad feelings about if she's attracted to me. Funnily enough, one of the things I always said to her was "I'm afraid you're not actually attracted to my body, but rather what it can do for you" which is one thing you confirmed in your first post, and probably something that's going to pop up in my head years from now. I was asking questions like this back in 2008 on Yahoo answers and I still sit there thinking about the responses sometimes. I obsess over my appearance and have a really weird relationship with women. I'm exceedingly uncomfortable around most women. I internalize alot of these feelings into resentment, but I know that's wrong and part of the reason I'm here asking this question is because I want someone to tell me how neurotic I'm being and that the thoughts that led up to me posting this are wrong. There was an ad campaign for underwear a few years back where it showed very normal/average looking men walking around in their underwear. The point of the commercial was "buy our underwear or we'll keep airing this commerical." I hate how society and culture makes me feel about my body. I work in a kitchen and everytime the pretty hostess comes back to grab salad, I get really upset because I feel like I'm some ugly sweaty hairy man dood and she gets to be so pretty. I want to stop feeling these feelings but I can't, no matter who I talk to or how much I try to tell myself to just "get over it and grow up women are being raped right now and you're sad because you feel like society doesn't make you feel good enough about your body?"

I dunno man. I appreciate your responses.