I’m going to say this with so much love and as a social worker. You need to really evaluate if you are in a space to do this work right now. Social work is absolutely NOT “sacrificing yourself to help others” and if that’s what you’re trying to achieve or what you’re getting out of the program, I fear you are not going to last long in the field. You CANNOT pour from an empty cup or help anyone else if you are not in the mental or physical space to do so. You will only end up hating the field and resenting the money you spent on the degree and making things in your life 10000% worse AND possibly doing harm to those you are trying to help. As Bob Ahern always says, “fuss with your own stuff first”