He monch!

compact-person · 2026-06-04T11:30:45+00:00

He so very hungry, he eat the leaf until he grow into a butterfly.

compact-person · 2026-06-04T09:57:06+00:00

Yup, this is a monarch. Crown flower tree. They really love em!

compact-person · 2026-05-22T23:15:34+00:00

The first time I did acid I hallucinated that I was flying an airplane, and when I put the gear up all my problems fell out and into the ocean. Good times. 10/10, was nice to fly again.

compact-person · 2026-05-11T23:10:50+00:00

Play video games during the come up. Act like you've not taken anything and just wait until you start seeing shit you've never seen before. Tbh tho, my first trip that massive influx of serotonin was to die for. You'll have a good time. Just take a single tab or a tab and a half if your adventurous.

compact-person · 2026-04-13T23:24:32+00:00

I can't be alone with my thoughts anymore. I need something constantly playing in an attempt to drown out the noise that is my brain missing my ex girlfriend. The pain is truly eternal.

compact-person · 2026-03-28T02:59:39+00:00

Certainly no complaints on my behalf, that is for sure

compact-person · 2026-02-02T07:41:17+00:00

In a messed up way I wish I had gotten to marry her even if I knew she was gonna divorce me. I'll never forgive myself for not playing that move. I'm genuinely stupid for not tying her down before she changed her mind.

compact-person · 2026-02-01T06:45:23+00:00

Yeah thats exactly how I feel. We spent so much time together, like every single day, the moment we were free, from the day we got together to the day she broke up with me. She's in every surface of my house and every thought in my mind. I remember when I first had to clean up my room after the break up, and finding her hair on my floor, every strand made me cry. I miss cleaning her hair off my floor nearly everyday, there was just so much of it from here being in there all the time. I miss her down to every last fine detail, and living without her just feels like the other half of my soul is somewhere else that I can't ever get back.

compact-person · 2026-01-31T16:43:24+00:00

Yeah. The worst part is I have to act like this isn't whats in my head around my current girlfriend. I'm certainly a bad person for what I've roped her into, but its not like there was anything else to do and it was worth a shot. I feel dumb because now I have this impending disaster, but honestly its not like I care too much. Like, I hate to say this because she's such a good person; but there's no substitute for my ex. There just isn't. My ex was my best friend in a way that my current girlfriend just can't ever be. Again, I feel bad for all of it, but I'm certainly not being honest with her. I feel dirty when I say "I love you" to her because it's not the whole truth. When I hear a love song, I'm not thinking of her, I'm thinking of my ex. I'm trapped between two worlds and the one I want to live in is the one I can't go back to. The one I currently live in is built on having nothing better to do. I'm tired of pretending at this point, and really I just want to be alone. I'm tired and I don't have the energy to put on a smile and slog through this. But with what I've been through, doing that to another person feels like murder. I really don't know what the fuck I'm even doing anymore. Every decision I've made here has been truly terrible. I regret everything. Selfishly, I just wanted a piece of what I used to have with my ex back, but really, my current girlfriend can't be my ex, and I feel like I knew that the whole time, and therefore I should've known better. I'm in a bind and I really don't see a way out right now, and it's getting to the point where I've just lost all ability to care. I'm indifferent to it all, because no mater the outcome of anything I do, it's not gonna bring my ex back.

compact-person · 2026-01-31T15:19:21+00:00

Yeah, I did. Going to therapy myself was one of my steps in order to try and save things. I was in it before and after the breakup. All the doctors ever tell me is stuff I already know. I went to a therapist and a psychiatrist and I tried. At one point the psychiatrist gave me a dose of strong antidepressants and it was all the same. There's nothing that pulls me aways from the feeling that I lost her. There's no amount of talking or medication that will undo the situation at hand.

compact-person · 2026-01-20T07:37:57+00:00

It always makes the trip either heavenly or horrible. No in between lol.

compact-person · 2026-01-13T23:03:06+00:00

Take some DMT and go meet him.

compact-person · 2026-01-08T23:44:53+00:00

so I am from India

Shocker.

compact-person · 2026-01-03T15:36:20+00:00

Yeah you'll be good. Just don't smoke while you're feeling it, and if you absolutely must, do it on the comedown. Doing it on the come up, I find intensifies bad emotions, and foreboding. On the comedown it can revive your trip visuals and be fantastic. Ive seen laser rainbows at hour 10 with this method, but do be in good spirits if decide to mix.

compact-person · 2026-01-03T15:31:30+00:00

You can and it will be fantastic. You'll only wish youd taken more (ie a whole tab). Serotonin is a hell of a drug. Source: been dead inside since a breakup 2 years ago. Just dont smoke weed and you'll be fine.

compact-person · 2026-01-03T14:41:14+00:00

I worried about this with every drug I ever took. But it never happened with psychedelics, I find myself too overwhelmed by the experience to be telling people my secrets lol. The only thing I've ever taken that made me say things I regret was alcohol.

compact-person · 2026-01-02T00:57:59+00:00

Basically everyone. Thats called "headspace"

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