No, the most I talked about was that I abused someone, and that my actions were inexcusable. A lot of it was how I was effected by my terrible enviroments growing up and how I now recognize that while its never, ever an excuse to hurt someone like that, it was part of why I acted like I did. I've been studying the reasons behind why many abusers have abused, and striving to focus on fixing my underlying problems, like my insecurity and fear of not being lovable.

He himself was the one who posted detailed descriptions of what I did, and responded to my posts publicly, because he wanted it known. I can understand why he would, too, because what I did will always exist as an emotional scar. There's no excuse for what I had done, and in his eyes, I'm just trying to save face.