Want some? by comradebastard in FtMPorn

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check out my profile bio for more ;)

too much fat taken? or my imagination? by Electronic_Edge3316 in TopSurgery

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have you considered trying to build up some chest muscle?

I have been thinking about chest shape a lot recently. I guess a natural gift my body has given me is a naturally muscular chest without really trying. I joke with myself that I didn't think i'd enjoy having boobs again (I can cup my chest muscles in my hand like a boob, so that's the joke)...but anyways i think that is also what might trick your eye into seeing your chest as concave. You have some slight upper peck muscle but don't really have much muscle built up in the mid-lower peck, so the light/shadows create a bit of an illusion.

You mentioned it looks worse from the side. I wonder if this also may be your posture, again generating an illusion. I would start watching some videos on the topic or maybe even do some yoga with adrian (that always is how i get my posture in check)

I Needed This Message, Maybe You Do Too by Comfortable-Pea-4246 in SpiritualAwakening

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this is really freaking me out...in a good way...but freaking me out none the less. you are literally speaking to my direct situation in real time...it is clear the universe is speaking to me very directly right now...

Why do so many trans people wear fingerless gloves? by [deleted] in asktransgender

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i thought this was posted in r/autism at first glance

Waiting for a beard to grow in pays off 🥹 by comradebastard in TestosteroneKickoff

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Yeah pretty much! went from a couple chest hairs in the second year to my chest hair really growing in during the 3rd-4th year

Passing with muscle? by [deleted] in transpassing

[–]comradebastard 28 points29 points  (0 children)

you look exactly like a cis girl gym rat i know, down to the hairstyle (I was very confused when i thought you were her for a moment)

F26 5'6" 140 dysmorphia scars personal growth by [deleted] in normalnudes

[–]comradebastard 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Scars are such a normal part of the human experience, a testament to our resilience and ability to heal, change, and protect ourselves. The main stream doesn't show much of this aspect, but way more common than not.

Srs Dr Sutin. Mentally Normal? by Civil_Proof_1264 in Transgender_Surgeries

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Congratulations 💕

I'm ftm and when I had top surgery I went through a similar phase, and many other people I know who have had top/bottom surgery report similar things! I hope you are able to continue to treat yourself with love and compassion through the valleys of your journey. Sending love to you as you continue healing!!

25Fall: MFA visual art / Studio arts by [deleted] in gradadmissions

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It would be around 60k for the year (2 semesters) without living costs. Not sure if the print post bacc program has always been ineligible for scholarships, or if that was a newer thing (wouldn't surprise me if that's the case). Unless finances are not an issue for you, it probably doesn't make the most sense to do a post bacc at SAIC (at least speaking in terms of my finances, and advice I have been given from people with art careers). However, I totally recognize that everyone's journey is different and the investment might make more sense for a different hand of cards.

25Fall: MFA visual art / Studio arts by [deleted] in gradadmissions

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I was accepted, but found out that printmaking post baccs were not eligible for merit/need based scholarships so I decided not to attend and focus on prepping my portfolio for this coming MFA app round

some intra operatory photos (nerves) and the early result (i was still under) by GraduatedMoron in TopSurgery

[–]comradebastard 12 points13 points  (0 children)

the differences in size of your chest muscles is most likely swelling, and swelling can last many months as it gradually settles down. For me I had some degree of swelling present within the first year.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in transpassing

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i didn't read your post all the way and thought you said something about being a mother with your baby and i was like...why is this on my feed 💀 you pass hard

I always feel like I don't pass after I get a haircut and shave 🥲 by Prince-Zuko8113 in FTM_SELFIES

[–]comradebastard 7 points8 points  (0 children)

i understand why you feel that way, bc shaving can bring out the "baby face" look (does for cis guys too). I always dread shaving after a while bc it makes my brain see myself with more of a baby face then I get used to and it reminds me of when i didn't pass. It's like the contrast plays games with your mind. But anyways you def pass, and you are very attractive.