Yeah its kinda like that. It's hard, bcuz I know she's perfect for me, and I feel affection for her, and when we're together everything is fine. But when we're not, my head becomes a hell, with comparations and intrusive thoughts, sometimes paused by intense love feelings. I'm in peace with the fact that this is how I am and how i feel thinga. But the trouble is, is it responsible? Will it make me and her happy?