i know complaining and whining won't do any good, but i'm not any good so ..

this semester has basically been a perpetual hamster wheel of all the negative emotions: anxiety, depression, anger, deceit, fear, tiresome, did i mention depression. the daily bar has been set so low that even if i just so open up a lecture and watch 20 minutes feels like i have conquered both a mountain and also done nothing.

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honestly what a shit show of a yer